Kitten ( Namjoon x BTS) (Currently editing)

28 - Please daddy

[Namjoons POV]

Everything was great. I could breathe for once. Jin had cooked so much food, a lot of it my favorite. Everyone was smiling, laughing, giggling. Hoseok was sitting next to me, his hand on my thigh, refusing to remove it. On my other side was Taehyung, who held my hand, and gave me food constantly.

However, when I coughed, everyone freaked out again.
I coughed and placed my hand over my mouth, as I tried to stop my constant coughing. I moaned slightly as I stopped, and Taehyung was rubbing my back while Jungkook had stood up was now kneeling beside me, whispering cute words.

I pulled my hand away and there on my palm was blood. I sighed, grabbing a tissue to wipe away the blood. "Namjoon are you okay" Seokjin asked, helping me to wipe the blood of my lips. "It's okay, I know I'm dying anyway" I said, giving a weak smile to everyone.

"Don't say that" Yoongi said sternly, giving me a look. I smiled at him, my chest rising up and down heavily, as my lungs tried their best to work. "Baby, you're strong, you're amazing, you'll beat this stupid disease" Jimin said, as he leaned across the table and placed a small kiss on my lips.

"Sooo can I talk about sex?" I asked and next thing I knew Jungkook was screaming "ah fuck" as Jimin spit out his orange juice, which just so happened to be in the direction of Jungkook. "Shit shit shit" Jimin said as he ran around grabbing tissues to clean Jungkook. "Hyunggg" Jungkook whined and I couldn't help but to giggle.
Jungkook turned to look at me, a glare on his face but once we made eye contact he burst out laughing, while taking his now sticky t-shirt off.

"You're lucky I love you mister" Jungkook laughed, throwing his t-shirt at me, which I quickly dodged.

"Guys, let's just listen to Namjoon okay? Jin said and I sent him a smile, thanking him.

" So even though you're gonna beat this disease you have a bucket list? " Yoongi asked and I nodded slowly, not saying anything as I didn't want more tears.

" You want somebody to take your virginity?" Jimin asked and I once again nodded.

"Isn't sex while your extremely ill even worse for your health?" Hoseok asked, a pout on his lips as he thought about me being ill.

"I have to go back to the hospital in 2 weeks, and then I'll be even more weak because I have to get chemotherapy, my hair will fall out and I'll probably lose even more weight" I explained. "I want to lose my virginity now when I still look young and beautiful".

"Oh kitten, we will all still love you, even with no hair, even with no eyebrows, even when you get sick" Taehyung whispered out, and everyone else nodded.

"When you lose weight and you can't eat or drink, when you don't want us there because you think you're horrible, we will all still love you, forever" Jin said and I couldn't help but let out a small sob, with a smile on my face.

"T.. Thank you.. Hyungjes, I really... L.. Love you" I stuttered out, wiping my tears with my sleeve. With that said, everyone stood up and crowded around my chair, and we had a group hug.

"Who's the person you have in mind though?" Jimin asked and Yoongi hit him over the head, telling him to "not think with his dick".

We all laughed and I fiddled with my sleeves until I looked up to see all of them looking at me, waiting for me to speak.
"Em.. Yoongi hyung" I whispered out.

Yoongi froze, his hand wrapped around the glass, half way to his mouth, the liquid almost falling out. Jin on the other hand, had burst out laughing, clutching his stomach in pain as he laughed so much. I swallowed the saliva in my mouth, before I whispered out "what's so funny?"