My Life

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Ok there's a lot going on right now

Noah was at a marching band thingy near like the original Woodstock or whatever
I had a soccer game and my dad was at the game with me

And since it takes an hour an half to get there, my game ended at 3:30 and Noah's performance started at five... my dad couldn't go

And my brother had a party and my mom had tennis

Therefor nobody could watch him.

And he was complaining about it, low key blanking my soccer game, therefor blaming me

He complained about nobody coming and boohoo :(

Me: *an active theatre kid who has one parental figure come to 1/3 performances per show* Oh wow wonder what that's like

Meanwhile

Oldest brother: *literally everyone came to his show, even my grandparents who lived 3+ hours away came in for one fucking day to watch him dance*

Also

Noah: *my dad literally goes to every other performance of his*

Me: omg wow. Much sadness. Must be terrible to have someone not come to your show ;(

Noah is a big time complainer

If anything unfortunate happens to him he makes a big deal out of it, as if nobody else could possibly know what it's like

Like bitch Dad was really sad when he figured out he couldn't go

Bitch he really wanted to go and make the 1.5 hour drive for an 8 minute performance

But on my performance nights he's too busy and can't make the 20 minute drive for a two hour performance

So shut the fuck up Noah it's not all about you

I know I do it too where I look for attention but that's because I was deprived of it as a child

With Noah everything about the two of us was about him because he had a heart problem when he was born

And besides he was always the extrovert and I wasn't

So naturally I didn't fucking engage in shit

But now I want people to notice me, but don't know how to engage in conversation when people talk to me because I didn't develop that skill

Because I never had to

I always figured shit out on my own, or died trying

Noah makes Marching Band a point in everyone's life whether they want it or not

If I want to play downstairs and he does to,

'Well she's gonna have all day tomorrow cause I have marching band'

Well you know what you fucker I didn't so suck My dick

Or his stupid tappity tapping that is so ducking loud and so fucking annoying

And he doesn't even care which is the worst part because despite everyone literally begging him to stop he'll just continue to do it which drives everyone insane

But again, he doesn't give two shits!!

and I fucking hate him so much

Sure we have our moments of general agreement but other than that I fucking hate him

Anyways about my soccer game I had a great fucking time

Were were tied up in the first half but then we ended up wining like 4-1 or something idk

All I know is that me and this one defender are really great friends

She has an identical twin so I forget her name really easily but she's wearing blue socks so I'm pretty sure she's Katy??

Idk??

I dunno

But after each goal we scored I through my hands up in the air

The first one I walked in a circle for absolutely no reason

But it's bringing a recurring thing that I spin in a circle after goal with my hands in the air

One time I was spin gun so I just kind of rolled but no matter

also it was really fucking hot and I was dying in black pants and a green shirt.

But I still had a great time let me tell you

Oof it's four am maybe I should sleep lmao

Night