My Life

Dead

Ok so party only half bad

I knew like, five people so that was lit

But I didn't socialize or dance because

1. antisocialism is working for me
2. Fuck dancing
3. Why would I

So what sucked was being exhausted
Wearing a dress
Still bleeding
And hardly anything to do because dancing and socializing is disgusting and only options.

If I ever have a party I'll make sure that antisocial people can still have fun. Put out a few deck of cards, and a variety of activities that I will circle playing at

Because everyone needs a little dose of attention from the person who's receiving gifts.

Also my mom was questioning me about the party

Also I could get a haircut over Christmas because the one I had in June sucked ass and didn't go well at all because my communication skills fucking suck

So upside: I get to see how it feels, plus I waste a heck of a lot less time letting my hair dry and I can be more productive and get sleep faster

So downside: Before Easter so I'm scared shit all my aunts and uncles are gonna be like 'Grace WhAt did You DO is ThIS PerMaNenT??' And all that weridass shit

Any suggestions?

Also I had like fifteen mental breakdowns because being exhausted beyond exhausted it having a great affect on my mood

I blame the bleeding

Anyways I need sleep, I need to stop dying(impossible), stop bleeding and start getting shit done in a reasonable time frame

But I doubt that last thing will ever happen so let's go procrastinate!

I'm ready to sleep for all eternity kiddos because who needs to live when you can cease to exist and therefor probably have a positive impact on people's life