Jonathan: Angelica? Are you feeling good? Me: Huh? Oh yeah ,I..I just have a lot on my mind sorry.. Jonathan : It is fine,I know why you feel like this ! Me: You do???(as I said that my stomach turned upside down frightened of the answer he might give me. If he knows what I did to him he might kill me .)
Jonathan: I felt the same way when I left my home to go here. You must have heard that I come from a dark home. It is still hard after a decade , and even if my brother hates me and we fight this war because he thinks I don't belong here I still miss him and my family that I can never see again unless one of us wins the war or dies. It must be hard to not having your family besides you no matter what they did .
Me: (my heart has dropped at him saying that,and even if I was relived that he still has no clue of what I did to him ,I still had a bad feeling about him. It was the same feeling like the one I felt when some lady from a small shop back in my city said that the ring she sold me was made from real gold .He is lying to me ...He knows something.We cannot leave now. I have to know the truth!) Oh ..It is really hard to even think about my past life.When I first met Zambovia and Daniel I really thought I finally found my family. Like I found where I belong (and for a long time I honestly did feel like that) so when ever I think of my family and feel bad or sad I just talk to them and feel much better.
Jonathan: I am glad you have someone like them to be your friends. If we are being honest when I first met Zambovia I felt like I knew her.She is an extraordinary woman and I knew somehow I could always trust her. And I did..that is why she was my general. I never saw anyone fight the way she did. She is very cleaver ,but one day it all started to go down for her. I thought it had something to do with me ,but few hundred years later I found out it was all because of Daniel. And at first I hated the guy but now I see why she likes him.
Me:(The same feeling again..he keeps lying to me but I don't know ..for a second he wasn't lying I felt something different ..like sadness ..) I didn't know that..I mean they don't talk to me that much about their previous life.
Jonathan: OH I see sorry..I shouldn't have said anything..
Me:NO! It is actually really nice for a change that someone is telling me the truth. I know sometimes it is hard to trust strangers ,but I somehow trust you.And I am glad you feel safe enough to share that with me.(you lying son of a b*** ,it makes me sick to even talk to you,but I have to know)
Jonathan:I know it might be hard for you to process everything ,so if you ever need someone to talk to ..I am here for you!
Me: Thank you ! (I have to go away ,or I might puke all over his face)Well I have to go know... My friends are waiting for me.
Jonathan: It was nice to talk to you ! Enjoy!
Me: Likewise ,goodbye!
Jonathan:Goodbye!
DU LIEST GERADE
Kneel before the queen
FantasyThis is part two from The once lost girl, so please read that before this or it won't make much sence. Her life is difficult to put into words. The pain she went through, the suffering she is going to be in, but somehow she always stays balanced...
