I AM MARRIED [ TAE-JIN -KOOK ]

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Tae's pov ;

Hmm.......where I am??.....ahh ...my head hurts,,,did I drank too much yesterday.....wait I am on my bed, did I just drive myself to home??.....wait.....where is Jin ...

When I came out of the room....I just met with silence. he is not even in the kitchen.But dining table is set ,as usual he prepared breakfast. it's hangover soup, sandwitch, juice,even double rooled omlet.....

why he prepared so much??.....

There is note also....

."please drink soup,your headache will come down and don't starve it's not good for health,I will be going to studio......take care "

Ohh god.....again I made him worry,, again I behaved like jerk.....why I am so weak.....what did I do yesterday,,I can't remember anything ,I just remember I was drinking in the club and I met someone .....may be Yoon ....i can't recall anything after that....i hope I didn't do any mistake with Jin ........I promised him for dinner yesterday ,I came drunk .....how he  would have felt....

Still he prepared breakfast for me.....it means he cares for me right??  ..then what about that kiss..??

no I can't just push these matters anymore....it's not only I am hurting myself, but in this foolishness I am hurting Jin the most......

I will talk to him.....there are so many invisible walls build between us and  I am the most reason for it, then I should be the one  break it.....

 I ate my soup and breakfast.I am not feeling well,,,my headache is increasing and I am feeling like I will throw up anytime......ahh I am sick....then I called Namjoon to tell him I can't make it to office for some days....I need to clear the things....there are so much things happening in my life.....and I can't just ignore it...  And my body and mind both need to relax.....

I went to hospital because my symptoms are not ready to come down any time soon...... doctor run some tests on me....and literally warned to quit alcohol ,I was near to acute alcohol toxicity.....and my liver enzymes are also mildly deranged.....oh God I pushed my body too much to suffer like this......I just went home and took tablets and slept off....

Its already evening but still Jin not home....should I call him??  ....I don't know how to face him.....I don't  know what to do anymore.....I called yoongi asked to meet up....as he was busy in new album recording he told he will come in a hour to coffee shop ....so I drove my car there......

It's been a hour I was waiting ,still this guy didn't show up....when I was about call him ,I got message from him.....

From 'my enemy's boyfriend':::

" I am sorry I can't make it" 7:45pm

                                                                             " To tell that you Texted me?" 7:46pm

"Sorry ,I know you want a company"7:50

                                                                                    " Why do you care?"7:51

" Please,, don't be like this...and I am sending you company"7:55

                                                               " what....I don't need anyone and I hate you" 7:56

" You will like the company ..,and I love you"7:58

Wa.....this man  ,why we still best freinds?....I can't get it.....I thought i can  clear my mind after talking to him but he is so busy....look at the audacy he is sending a company to me....let he and the so called company  dump themselves in water.....I am leaving.....