Now I'm holding on for dear life
There's no way that we could rewind
Maybe there's nothing after midnight
That could make you stay

But now that I'm broken
And now that you know it
Caught up in a moment
Can you see inside?

'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark
As we burst into color
Returning to life

'Cause I've got a jet black heart
And there's a hurricane underneath it
Trying to keep us apart
I write with a poison pen
But these chemicals moving between us
Are the reason to start again

The blood in my veins
Is made up of mistakes
Let's forget who we are
And dive into the dark

I felt sick. He thought this?

"L-Luke? Ha-have you seen this?" I asked as he snapped his head up.

"What?" He asked as I passed him the book.

He started reading it and his eyes widened.

"Holy shit. He wrote this? We need to talk to him in the morning." He said as I nodded.

"Yeah we have to." I said sighing as he shut the book.


MIKEYS POV

I woke up and felt my stomach turn.
I ran to the bathroom and fell in front of the toilet and threw up.

My head was spinning and my eyes were watering. I felt so paralysed. I couldn't move. My throat burned and my heart raced. I kept throwing up hearing pounding knocks at my door.

"MIKE! MIKEY OPEN UP!" I herd Luke scream as I started coughing.

I stood up shaking and hid the cigarettes, the ashtray and the empty vodka and instantly fell on my knees, shaking as I coughed more.

"MIKE PLEASE! OPEN THE DOOR!" Calum shouted as I held my head in my hands.

My heart pounded and my stomach turned again.

I stood up running to my bathroom and instantly fell right in front of it. I threw up again clutching onto my stomach as I did so.

I herd my lock unlock and my door swing open.

"Mikey. Take it easy. Breathe." Calum said kneeling next to me.

I felt dizzy as I sat up. My body started shaking and I felt roasting. I couldn't help but shake. My sight was blurry and my throat burned.

"Mikey. Drink." Luke said passing me a water bottle.

I drank some water and sat up a small bit instantly falling down again.

"Hey. Take it easy." Calum said as Luke cleaned up.

"I-I'm sorry." I stuttered out. My throat still burning and head still spinning as I sat against my shower.

"Don't be. It isn't your fault." Luke said as Calum passed me a shirt.

"Take a mint. Don't move." Luke said as he passed me a mint and water.

"Thanks." I said weakly still shaking.

"I'm gonna phone Ash, stay here." Calum said as I weakly nodded.

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