May you forget me (NOT)

Advice never taken but always given

When will I ever take the advice I constantly give? I'm always helping the people around me but it seems it impossible to ever help myself, it always back fires, I'm a hypocrite who gives to others but never ever gives to myself, I have the knowledge and I share it to the outside world but it never enters the inside which is me? What does that make me? A con? Or a helpless fucking bitch? Whatever it doesn't matter I guess?