Right when I though I found the answer my mind says otherwise the councillor says otherwise, but the truth or what I thought was the truth is in these pills that I was prescribed, wasn't it? I spent days, months, years begging to see the doctor to ask for the truth and he, the man I had to ask to see but before that I had to rehearse what I was gonna tell him, is now telling me something that my mind refuses to believe and what my councillor doesn't believe so tell me this...what is the answer? What is the truth that I'm supposed to believe because I am so damn fucking confused and all I want to know, all I want to understand is simply what is wrong with me?
