I didn't need you for as long as you stayed.
After a year was good.
After a year, you became like an overdose on a pill that was meant to be temporary.
But now you're gone and I'm having the unhealthy withdrawal symptoms of paranoia and anxiety.
These withdrawal symptoms are due to my fear of the unknown.
Not knowing if you're gonna comeback and poison my system again.
I'm taking vitamins to help.
I'm healing myself slowly.
It will take time to become healthy again.
Your "vitamins" were poison to me.
Your drugs were fake.
Let me heal myself organically.
I knew I no longer needed your poison after a year.
2 years of those temporary drugs made poison out of my blood and mind.
I wanna heal and let oxygen restore to those areas, I wanna lead air back into my body so I can learn, again, how to breath without the air tubes. I wanna learn to become healthy without the need for your drugs.
I'm healing.
I'm healing organically and slowly.
It's only been 2 days and I'm smiling more than before, the withdrawal symptoms are slowly leaving my system.
But they're still there
I still need time.
My vitamins are working.
These withdrawel symptoms take time to leave.
And I need to keep myself from taking anymore unhealthy drugs.
So I can stay healthy.
I can keep myself healthy.
With. Out. You.
And. Your. Unhealthy. Drugs.
- My system is being reborn and your drugs no longer have affect. Maybe they were just a placebo effect drug.
