Some days I still can barely hold myself by a thread
Some days I still feel like I won't be missed if I just disappear and kill myself.
Some days I'm feeling suffocated by this damn earth
Some days the pressure still gets to me and I feel choked by evil hands saying that I'm a burden and that I'm not good enough for this life and that I'm just an annoyance.
Some days I just wanna fall into a black void of temptations.
Some days I just wanna die.
But there's this voice, this thing that's asks
"What would happen if you just stay alive one more day? There must be a plan for your existence? Why else would you still be alive even after feeling like you've been through what seems like hell?
And I follow that small little voice.
Even though there's still some days..
- if it's the worse then what will the best feel like?
