I hate waking up and that's a fact.
But I also hate sleeping because with sleeping I'll have to wake up.
But I also hate sleep because I'm afraid I'll miss something but there's almost never anything to miss but there's also a million things I could miss.
And that's a a scary thought.
Because that in words is a zero to a million.
If you understand.
But not many of you probably do because it's my own mind that right now thus I'm spilling out online.
Which is dumb and stupid but I choose to do it because I can.
Just like I can choose to hate sleeping and waking up.
Because with sleep I miss the world.
But with sleep I also have no worries.
With waking up I have power to take over that specific day.
With waking up I have responsibilities to attend to.
With all this I have power but power is so tiring to wield.
So I hate it and that's what I do.
I hate it.
