And just like that, all the pain that I've been holding down crashed from within me like water escaping from a broken dam, and as I laid on the bathroom floor it felt like everything within me finally broke, all the things I've been holding on to now seemed so meaningless all the goals and dreams, pointless, all my entire being seemed like a joke, and at that moment as I stared at Pinesol an arms length away I never felt like more of an utter disappointment to this earth and to the people who surround me day by day. I've never sobbed this much, my face so ugly and red, my eyes so swollen. I have never been so utterly broken in my entire life till now.
