All I want to ask is why? Why did you have to hurt me so much and why did you feel the need to? When did I become your target for pain? When did it all start and when do you think it's gonna end for you and I? Why did you have to talk so much behind my back and why did you need to manipulate me and make me feel like the bad guy? Why did you have to put me threw so much anxiety and fear? Fear that no one will ever love or accept me? why did you have to make me a puppet of strings? Why did you hate to lie to me such often? Why did you always apologize and make me feel secure only to break that the next day?
Why did you destroy my confidence and mental stability every time I built it up? To the point where it may never be built or the same again?
Why that's all I want to know it why?
Why did you hurt me? Why did you fuck me up so badly? Why? Just...why?
