I lost it within seconds, all control of my mind and my mental state was lost like the great titanic when it sank. I couldn't control my actions so I just ended up smashing my skull on the closet thing to me and then screamed, screamed like my soul was being taken and pulled out threw my mouth, screamed like my heart was being dragged from my corpse. It all went by like a blur and then I went numb, I disconnected from myself, my soul mind and body just separated and I sat there, limp like a corpse. I became so weak I couldn't move a single finger.. the world was foggy to the point where I forgot who I was for a minute..the only thing I remembered was how to cry..cry river of tears that fill the ocean.
