Harry Potter Characters X Reader | Book 1 (Requests Closed)

Fred x depressed!reader ~ why?

Requested by: Anonymous

Waning: this story contains self harm. Please only read this if you can handle it and if you think it's safe for you to read. I want you all happy and healthy. If you're experiencing any problems or need someone to talk to, my dm is always open <3

Enjoy!

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You walked down the stairs of the burrow. You were staying over for holiday at your boyfriends place. You were dating Fred.

'Hey.' You said when you saw him and you managed to work up a smile.

Lately you had been struggling at home. There were some problem so that's why you were here during the holiday. School was also stressing you out, even though the new year hadn't even started yet. You had a depression, you knew you did but you couldn't bring it up to tell Fred what you were struggling with. You bottled everything up and even started harming yourself.

'Hey.. isn't it too warm to wear a long sleeved shirt?' Fred asked.

'No, I was actually cold.' You said.

Fred shrugged and kissed you. You kissed him back right away.

Fred kept you going. Even though you were hurting. You just didn't want to drag him into everything with you.

'Are you hungry?' He asked. 'You were sleeping so peacefully, I didn't want to wake you. You seem a little tired lately.'

'It's fine.' You said. 'Thank you.. and yes, I would like some breakfast.'

You followed Fred towards the kitchen. Fred opened a drawer so you could grab a plate. You looked up. When you thought Fred wasn't looking you reached up to grab a plate. You sleeve went down a little when you did.

You suddenly felt someone grab your wrist. You were shocked and dropped the plate into the floor. Fred pulled you out of the kitchen and took you to his room.

'Fred, What are-'

He closed the door behind you and grabbed your arm. He pulled your sleeve up of your right arm and then the one on your left.

'Why?' He just asked.

You looked at him and didn't know what to say.

'Why did you do this? I thought we were doing great. You were talking to me about what was going on.. why?' He asked.

You looked away from him, down to the ground. You were a little ashamed. You were about to cry.

'Y/N, do you want to die? Is there something I don't know?'

'I'm sorry.' You choked before you broke down crying.

Fred pulled you into a hug right away. He held you tightly against him and allowed you to cry for a moment.

'You need to talk to me. What if it goes wrong? You'd be gone forever. I can't live without you.'

'I'm sorry.. You're just so happy and I don't want to pull you into my life of sadness.' You sobbed.

Fred let you go for a moment and wiped your tears away.

'I want to be in your life of sadness. Give me all of it. That's what I'm here for. I need to help you, I want to help you! Y/N, you can trust me. I promise.'

'I know. It isn't that I don't trust you. I just don't want you to become sad because I am. You've been a great help just being besides me.'

'Well apparently you need more help. So we're going to get breakfast and after that you're going to tell me everything that's bothering you, okay?'

You nodded and kissed him shortly.