B-e-a-utiful (COMPLETED)

03

Around 12:30 napuno ang mainfloor. Nandito ako ngayon sa second floor. Nakaupo ako sa isang chair tapos nakatanaw ako sa bintana. Salamin ito so kita ko ang kalsada sa labas. Mga puno, mga sasakyan, ibang buildings at mga tao.

Pag gantong oras kasi, walang tao dito sa pwesto ko. Mga hapon pa nagkakalaman ito. Kaya dito ako tumatambay ng gantong oras.

Mataas din, kaya nakikita ko ang mga signage ng iba ibang fast food chains sa kabilang street.

Sinuot ko ang earphone kong kulay puti, nag play ako ng music.

White flag by Dido.

🎵I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
Or tell you that
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?🎵

🎵I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were🎵

Pumikit ako at dinama ang kanta. Sumasabay din ako sa isip ko.

🎵I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be🎶

🎶I know I left too much mess and
Destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again🎵

🎵And if you live by the rules of it's over
Then I'm sure that that makes sense🎵

🎵I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender...
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be🎵

🎵And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on🎵

🎶I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be🎶

🎵I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be🎵

Pinunasan ko ang ilang takas na luha nanaman sa aking mga mata. Pero nakapikit parin ako. Di ko talaga maiwasang di maiyak sa gan'to. Sabagay, ang sakit nga naman ng lyrics.

🎵I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door.. 🎵

Nang mapansin kong last line na, iminulat ko na ng unti unti ang mga mata ko. Tumingin ako ng diretso sa bintana atsaka sinabayan yung kanta....

"🎶I'm in love and always will be🎵🎶"

Nagulat ako when someone just made some noise, that caught my attention of course.. Eh ako lang nandito kanina.

Dali dali akong humarap kung saan ang mga tables.

My eyes almost get bigger as my kidney.

May tao.

May.. isang lalake.

Matangkad. Maputi.

He looks familiar.

But why does his gaze so serious? Mapapaisip ka nalang.. Like, anong nagawa kong mali?

Hindi siya nakaupo. He's standing while nakasandal ang bewang sa table. Nasa bulsa niya ang kaniyang kanang kamay. While yung kaliwa, nakapatong sa isang chair na nasa tabi niya. Nakatayo siya na parang siya ang pinaka gwapo sa buong mundo. He's wearing a short sleeve polo, black, with dots dots na kulay white. Tapos bukas yung dalawang bitones sa taas so his chest is almost seen. Naka black pants and white rubber shoes siya.