We all didn't get up until 2pm and when we got up we just whatched tv. We got an appointment for court and we have the funural in a week. I just sat on the couch holding Lili in my arms rocking slightly kissing her head everyone once in awhile . " How are you feeling "
" Sad that this happened but getting through it and this helps. "
" You like this ."
" Yeah it's calming . "
"We can move to the rocking chair . "
" Mhm " I smiled and picked her up then sat in the rocking chair rocking us. .
" Baby you holding stuff in just let it go talk to me . "
" It's fine "
" I'll listen for however long you need. "
" Okay , Sarah was my best friend ever since preschool and we went through a lot together she helped me when I had boyfriends that just abused me , she helped me with bullying and she was a safe place. I was there when addy was born and it is suprising to see her so young and gone . " she started to cry so I hugged her .
" I know its hard babe but you can see her everyday as she left us with the best little girl ever and we will raise her as are own "
" I know but addy not being able to see them is the sadest of all."
" I know we just have to show her pictures and tell her stories but peanut we need to be strong for her because she needs us now more than ever. "
" I know , why are you so good at this "
" cause one day I had the most beautiful girl in the world help me through the hard time so I have been through it. "
" Is that bueatiful girl me "
" Duh " I kissed her lightly and then addy came over to us. We picked her up and put her on are lap. " Hey adds how are you feeling ."
" Sad "
" I know it's sad honey but we love you "
" I love you guys to. " I smiled weakly and we hugged her . " Can we have ice cream ."
" Want to go out and eat ice cream or eat it here ."
" Here"
" Okay go grab a tub " she ran to the kitchen . Then came back and sat back down in are lap. I was rocking back and forth as I kissed her head. Addy laid her head on my chest across from Lili. They both shared ice cream and I rubbed there backs kissing there heads. " I love you both "
" We love you . " Addy said kissing my cheek. Then Lili kissed my cheek. " Can I sleep with you tonight "
" Yeah baby of course "
" Thank you " we all watched some movies and then went to bed.
