P: Cursed Thresholds T: Depressed

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Hearing you tells me this

That I can

And that I wish

That I knew exactly what was wrong with me

Because this isn’t what I call ‘bliss’

Is it the bittersweet love

Or is it the betrayal that I thought once was?

Is it the lonesome shadow in the night

Or is it the progression that I have to sit tight?

Is it because I feel like I’m chained

By the miserable thresholds that were placed

On me so long ago?

Why am I hurting?

I’d like to know.

A notification

A bit slow

I wish it was easy

I don’t want to be hurt

Someone my write my script for me

Because I can’t speak for the term

There’s so much I wish I could understand

While I sit here speaking with all my new friends

People care

And I wish I knew

Why I even bothered to give up

Like I do

But I know that I’m supposed to stand

So which is it?

Was this planned?

Was the pain here to show me that I can?

Or is reminding me of the memories that want to thrive and live?

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