Condemning Conspiracy

P: Natural T: Happy

I yearn for a speech

Somehow, I can turn away and I’m glad

However, I’d love to speak with her again

They declare that if it is meant to be it’ll work itself out

These dreams of mine are hallucinations

In my overbearing stressful times

She appears

We’re doing something casual

It’s as if she never left

Or she’s right there no matter what

Even if she’s not physically there

I’d call it a nightmare

But through it all I’m glad that I receive these moments

I wake up refreshed and calm

It’s like my world is reset

Or the stress becomes numb

Then, it starts all over again

She’ll rescue me

She doesn’t even do anything dramatic

All she does is spend time with me

Time is everything

I’ll make what I need to become of my life

I want her in it

But if anyone is someone I need

It has to be someone who can support me emotionally.

I stopped looking

And now I find people who are like me

Who know what I know

Or know what I’d like to know

This life is interesting and I like to meet them all

All the people willing to be around me

There’s so many

All I have to do is live

And I’ll find those people.

Naturally.