I sighed with a heavy heart.
Her letter ended that way. It felt like she was trying to save me from something.
I don't know.
Just a gut feeling.
"Deep breaths. Inhale, exhale." Jin showed a breathing exercise as if I was losing my breath.
"Fucking stop. I'm calm." I told him, wiping my now dry face.
I cried.
Yeah, embarrassing I know. Jin witnessed me breaking down when I was done reading her letter.
She loves me.
It means she has loved me back all this time. My feelings were not one-sided after all.
"Actually, that was also the reason why I went to your house when you were getting drunk by yourself." He said and I listened to him intently. "She also wrote a letter to me, saying I should go here at the exact date she indicated. It was like she could see all these happening."
My mouth hang slightly open of what I heard from him. Did she really see all this happening?
Was she some type of prophet protecting me from someone or something?
Fuck, I don't know anymore.
"I..." Letting out a breath, I continued. "I wish she was here to explain things."
Jin's eyes glistened with tears, missing his sister probably. He squeezed my hand in comfort. "Yeah, same here."
"She's so unfair." I said.
"I know."
"I hate her for leaving me clueless."
"I know."
"But I love her so, so much." My voice cracked.
He smiled bitterly, "Me too."
She could have told what she's thinking. How dare she leave me hanging onto her.
I could have forgotten about her when she died.
I shouldn't have let her get so close to me.
I should have ignored her in the first place even when she was annoying me.
How I wish things could be so different between us...
...if I haven't met someone like her in my life.
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If you guys are wondering from short chapters and some even shorter ones, I really planned it to be that way lol.
I don't want to write a thousand words in one chapter because: it's tiring; my story does not have an outline so it's impromptu; and it keeps you hanging of course 😏😏😏
Thank you for reading, loves! 💕💕❤
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FanfictionIf I suddenly disappeared, what would you do? Date Started: 05 / 31 / 2018 Date Finished: 08 / 13 / 2018