Sold to the gang leader

~CHPATER 79~

"Jason turned your room into Josh's room," he said.

"Well, looks like he got over me and Adam fast cause that was less than 48 hours and he has turned that empty room into a baby room already," I said.

"Maybe, but you know the guys and the girls will always be by your side," Jace said.

"I know," I sighed.

"Do you think he's moved on from me," I asked him softly.

"It's kinda hard to tell Madi, you know how he is when he gets her back," he said.

I nodded.

"VAVAVA!" I heard Adam scream from the room.

"Coming," I said.

I went up and got him. I went outside and put him on the floor so he could play with his toys. Then Jace's phone rang. 

"Hello?" he said.

"WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" Jason yelled.

"I told you I'm out," he said.

"Fuck!" Jason cursed.

"Why," Jace asked.

"Because Josh isn't eating and he hasn't all day and I don't know what to do," Jason panicked.

"That's because he's only been drinking milk and not actually eating solids," I muttered.

"Was that Madison," Jason said.

"Nope," Jace lied.

"Jace don't you lie to me," Jason said.

"Hand the phone to her now," Jason growled.

"What," I said.

" We need help with Josh," he pleaded.

"And this has to do with me how," I asked him.

"Madison just help me and stop being such a -"

"Bitch...I have every right to be a bitch to you. You should know that, you left me when I needed you the most to go back to the whore and the child of her. You left Adam to me a fatherless child, you left me to be a single parent. I really don't know what else you want from me, to help you and you're child because he isn't eating properly or at all. If you do you are expecting to much of me, I know I am sounding like a selfish ass brat right now for not caring for you child that could die, but you need to understand that I don't owe you shit, that I don't have to give a single fuck of what you have to do. But you can expect me to act like this towards you, I gave you so many chances already chase, after chance, after chance...and what do you do with it, you throw it away and smash it into little pieces like those chances I gave you meant nothing to you. You begged me over and over again and once I gave in you do the exact same thing just every repeated time it hurts more. Not only did you push me away for you're skank but you pushed your own son away. Your son who has been saying dada in his dreams every single night, no matter how much I want him to be happy. I know once I let you back into his life which is also mine you're gonna hurt us once again and this time not only will I be the one to understand but him as well," I said.

"I never asked you for your comment about Allison and I's relationship I asked you for help," Jason said back.

"Fuck you and you stupid ass son Jason. I'M FUCKING DONE WITH YOU!" I yelled.

I hung up on him and I ran to my bedroom leaving Jace with Adam. I sobbed until I felt like I was drowning in my own tears. A few minutes later, Jace came in with Adam. He sat down next to me and rubbed my back.

"Made, I know I'm stupid for asking this..but are you okay," he asked me.

I shook my head.

"He doesn't care about me or Adam anymore and it pisses me off. Not because he doesn't care for me but he doesn't fucking care about Adam. He left me to be a single parent, he left Adam fatherless," I said to Jace.

"Is Adam having a father to look up to always what you wanted," he asked me.

I nodded.

"I just want him to have someone to look up to that he could do sports and all those fun stuff with him," I told him.

"How bout this...how bout I stay here with you for a while till Adam is way older and I would be like a father to him, but to be clear I'm not married to you, I'm still gonna be a "son" to you but a "father" to Adam," Jace said.

I looked at him.

"Jace...this is too much to ask from you," I mumbled.

"No it really isn't, if you think about it. I'm gonna be a pretend father to Adam till he's way older than now and you are giving me shelter and food in return," Jace said.

I shook my head and laughed.

"I really don't know what I would do if I haven't known you Jace," I said.

"I don't know be in hell," he smirked.

I punched his gut.

"Yeah sure...i think it would be good for Adam," I said getting back on topic.

"Great, well what are we having for dinner I'm starving," he said.

I laughed.

"Give me a few minutes to clean myself up and we will see," I said.

He nodded and took Adam outside. 

"New beginnings are gonna happen, which means changes I'm gonna have to face," I muttered....

HEY GUYS! OKAY SORRY FOR THE LACK OF POSTING BUT PAT'S ARE COMING HERE IN A WEEK AND I'M FUCKING STRESSED SO I WILL TRY TO UPDATE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE BUT I CAN'T PROMISE ANYTHING! I LOVE HOW YOU GUYS ARE SO INTO THE BOOK, IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR TH ENEXT CHAPTER YOU CAN TELL ME AND I WILL TRY TO INCORPORATE IT INTO THE STORY! ILY!!!