I always loved you

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Ok this is a sad/smuff one shot it was supposed to be really sad but it came out like this.

Mkay, I hope y'all like it!

(Ashton p.o.v.)

-->btw this is when Ashton is 18 and Luke is 16 like the beginning of the band starting to get famous.<--

Twitter is so cute.

I was on the #Lashton list.

I giggled quietly to myself.

"Hey what are you doing?"

I didn't even have to look up at who it was I already knew.

Lukey.

"Just looking at the #Lashton list, I think it's cute that they think we are dating." I giggled.

He gave me a disgusted look.

"Like that would ever happen." he scoffed.

Ouch....

"What do you mean it will never happen?" I asked.

Which was stupid of me.

"I will never fucking love you Ashton! I'm not a faggot like you!" He yelled in my face.

I looked down.

It's true, I know I was a faggot.

But that's not something to be ashamed of.

Is it?

Is client tear rolled down my cheek, onto my pants making a little wet mark.

I looked up and saw Luke's face full of sorrow.

Pity...

"Ash I didn't me-" I cut him off.

Now I'm pissed.

"You didn't mean what? huh! what did you mean?! to not just make it sound like I was a sin! not to be even on this world, you new this was something I was insecure about! I can't believe this..." I trailed off.

"You can't believe what?" I stood up.

"That I ever loved such a....fucking dick." I grabbed my phone and shoved in my pocket.

"Fuck you...... I-I'm going h-home." I quickly ran out the door, making sure Luke didn't see my tears.

Fuck my life.

-->present time<--

We were all in our house in London I was snuggled against Michael.

(Michael,Ashton

Calum,Luke)

Snuggled against my boyfriend.

Hmm, I will never get over that.

My boyfriend.

"Hey Baby I'm going to bed I'm falling asleep." Michael kissed my fore head.

I nodded.

He gave me a quick peck.

"I love you, night guys." Mikey told us.

"I'm going to bed to, night guys." Cal followed Michael to the rooms upstairs.

"Love you to Mikey!" I yelled.

Luke rolled his eyes.

I got up to make some tea, since I'm not tired.

I was stirring my tea, when a big hand covered my mouth and grabbed my wrist.

"Sshh, damn ash your to fucking loud." he whispered in my ear, he gave me little kissed on my neck.

God, Luke turns me on.

Wait what about Michael.

I squirmed trying to get out of his grip.

Damn it he's to strong.

"Met meh gro" I muffled against his hand.

"What was that, baby?"he flipped me around so I am facing him.

He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"You struggle and I'll tell Michael you started this." he growled.

I cringed and nodded.

He threw me on his bed and climbed on top of me.

"Luke, get off of me now" I warned.

"Or what? you gonna call Michael in here?" he laughed darkly.

"Your ass is mine, you are mine, all of you, I claimed you as mine." he leaned down and gave me a big red love bite on my neck.

"Luke! are fucking crazy?!" I whisper yelled.

"Sorry to bust your bubble, but Calum and Michael live each other and have been dating for a while now." he kissed my neck again.

"No" I whispered.

"Yes"

"Get off of me!" I screamed.

Trying to push him off.

I'm so weak I will never be with Michael, he never loved me, Luke never loved me.

I just want to, bit be here for a little while.

I covered my face.

I was a tearing, sniffling mess.

I didn't want Luke looking at me while I was like this.

"Ashton?" he peeled my hands from my eyes, and kissed away my falling tears.

"I've always love you, Ashton, I was just  young and stupid and didn't know what my sexuality was, and I'm sorry, I love you, when I saw you with Michael I got this weird feeling in me every time I saw you guys hug or kiss anything really, it made me sad because that's what I was missing out on. please give me a chance Ashton." Luke looked into my eyes pleadingly.

I sat up and wrapped my arms and around him.

"I love you...even if your a fucking dick. of corse I'll give you a chance." he have me a kiss on the fare head.

"Can I kiss you?" he asked pushing my wavy honey hair out of my face.

I nodded.

He leaned in and gave me a cute small peck.

I went to get up but he pulled me down and smashed our lips together.

"Didn't think I'd let you get away from me that quick did ya?" he smirked.

I giggled.

I'm going to be fore tomorrow.

Lmao Idek I might finish this.

Maybe, maybe not.

Don't forget to vote and comment and all that shit

Mkay, bye xxxx;)

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