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liked by jonahmarais and 12,956 others seaveydaniel I'm not leaving. Not in your dreams. Not ever. I'll forever be here ❤️
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Screaming I watch him fall, his hands scrambling to grasp onto something, anything. I flinch forward trying to grab Daniel's wrist, the other boys trying to grab him by his clothing and arms but fail, Jack clutching my hand, pulling me back from the edge away from him. I watch helplessly as the panic and noise rise from the touring group and see his beautiful blue eyes close as realisation hits at the next final moments. Frantically I grab the closest things trying to help him, my love, looking for rope but we had left it at the last cliff we had visited. A buzzing in my ears starts to invade my hearing and I can't hear Jonah and Zach screaming in sync with me at our best friend. I feel the tears stream down as his lips move into the phrase "I love you" the distance increasing as he falls further and further down the mountainside and my chest begins to heave in pain
"No! Daniel!" I cry louder and louder as his body becomes small as an ant and the red dust moves across the landscape in silence. My brain can't fathom and my heart breaks into tiny shards of glass. It is quiet as I sob softly staring at the tiny figure splayed out on the valley floor below. The others surrounding me act in hysteria, Corbyn's head deep in his hands as he rests against the ground in shock tears slowly cascading down his face. Jack's face is red in anger and sadness shoving and abusing the guide at the events that just mystically happened only seconds ago. I can't concentrate, I can't think, my world collapsing to the ground. He was my world. Shakily I stand crying to the group,
"WE HAVE TO GO DOWN. HE COULD BE OKAY"
"( Y/n ), he is gone.." Jonah whispers sobbing
"No Jonah he could be fine, please! quick!" I hysterically move before he pulls me sharply into a hug as I sob but I pull away in resistance,
"DANIEL!" I yell down into the valley of rocks. I keep screaming, till my body is being shaken and shook to the point where I'm jolting forward in emotion, the sweat and tears running down my face still...
"( y/n )! Calm down! I'm here, I'm here baby, breathe" What... I look around the white sheets muffled around our bodies, sprawled in different directions across the mattress confused before I met his blue eyes, still bright in the darkness that was consuming us. I stutter quietly, my words not even forming in my mouth. I was in a room, his room.
"( y/n )... you were having a nightmare, it's okay I'm right here." he whispers as his hand runs through my hair. I pull away turning to him, placing my hand on his cheek feeling his soft skin against my fingertips before I inhale sharply in relief, it truly was just a nightmare.
"I- that was- the worst-t nightmare I've ever had-" he pushes his finger to my lips hushing my voice. His voice deep from sleep, bags under his eyes evident of his tired state. Staring at his raw demeanour I silence my heart that couldn't bear to live without Daniel, he is here, he is fine.
"Shhhh baby, it's okay you are awake now, we can talk about it in the morning." He wraps his arms around me pulling me deep into the bed again under the blankets, his heart against my ear soft like a mouse. He kisses the top of my head every few minutes comfortingly, caressing my back till my heavy, irregular breathing stops. It feels like minutes, hours we lay here contently my tears ceasing and the warmth of his body spreading through my skin.
"I can't sleep again" I whisper finally breaking the drowning silence
"Either can I..." he says tipping my chin up to stare at his clear face bringing his lips in softly placing them on my already puckered mouth. It's sweet, reassuring and lasts a little before I pull away to catch his face in my gaze again. I turn to see the time which only reads 3:47am I sigh turning back over.
"Do you have anything on tomorrow?"
"No nothing, I thought we could spend it together." He says playing with my hair gently again.
"Let's start our day now..." I whisper, his mouth turning into a large grin nodding only to peck my lips before throwing the covers off.
