Run Away [Editing]

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

That night I didn't realize that I would be losing my virginity to him. I know I said that I wasn't ready but the way he made me feel was amazing. I wanted to give all of myself to him.

We went out for dinner at his favourite restaurant. It was really romantic, there were candles on the tables and soft music playing in the background.

We had another reason to celebrate also because the next day would be have been our four month anniversary. It was his longest relationship without sex.

When dinner was over he drove us back home. He guided me to his room. There were candles and flower petals covering the room. It was beautiful.

"Kiss me," I whispered reaching up to pull his head down towards me. He kisses me back softly and sweetly.

Our kisses get heated and passionate as we cross the room to his bed. "I want you so much," he told me as he kissed my neck.

I finally made my decision. "Make love to me Alex."

He kissed me harder as he stripped me of my clothes. He then he took off his. Soon we are both naked. "Are you sure?" he asked quietly.

"Yes," I moaned back to him as he kissed my body.

Slowly he slid into me and made love to me. At first it hurt but quickly turned into pleasure. We made love all night long.

The next morning I woke up alone. Alex wasn't in bed, he wasn't even in the room.

I changed into my clothes and head downstairs. I looked everywhere for him an couldn't find him.

"Hey Ellie, are you okay?" Olivia asked as I passed her.

"No, have you seen Alex?"

"Sorry sweetie I haven't. Maybe he's gone out I'm sure he'll be back soon."

I don't see Alex for two days after that. When I finally saw him, he didn't even look at me. I burst into tears and ran away from him.

The following day I went to see him. "Why have you been ignoring me?" I asked.

I heard him sigh deeply. "I realized I didn't want to be with you. I'm not ready for a relationship, I'm only nineteen for gods sake."

I felt my heart breaking. "You don't want to be with me. You are worse than my ex!" I screamed at him. I had to get away, I ran as fast as I could before I broke down on the wet sand of the beach.

He broke my heart that day. For weeks I was in a depression. I spent most of my watching the waves.

Then one morning I woke throwing up. The last time I was sick was when my whole family got food poisening. I knew I didn't have food poisening, I had barely been eating the past few weeks.

I had a feeling that I was pregnant. I don't remember ever using protection with Alex. If I was pregnant I didn't know what I would do.

"Olivia!" I called downstairs. Quickly I heard her run up the stairs. I knew buy now I had tears running down my face.

"Hey Ell. What's up?" she said calmly as I cried.