I look myself up and down in the mirror and sigh at what I see. My hair is messy, eyes dull. I have bags under my eyes. My face is pale. Stomach is to big, to many scars on my body. Fat on my legs.
I'm so ugly. Please tell me how someone as handsome and beautiful as Ashton, can even look at someone as ugly and fat as me. I mean I'm going to cry from looking at myself. And of course a tear spills over my eye.
I quickly wipe away the tear but only more come. "Why am I so ugly?"
I sniffle and hear to door open and close behind me. I don't bother to look up though. I'm to busy fighting away tears. The tears that make me weaker than I already am.
I jump lightly as I feel hands spin me around. I see Ashton with eyes full of love and compassion. He cups my cheeks and wipes away my tears with the soft pad of his thumbs. I bite my lip.
"W-why do you l-like me? What i-is there to like about me? I don't have beautiful eyes and lips a-and a beautiful body. I'm fat and ugly an-" He cuts me off.
"No. Don't start. You're beautiful!" I shake my head. "No I'm not look at me."
He sighs and says. "No. Your so freaking pretty Luke. Your hair is amazing, when its up and when is down. Your eyes are a cristal blue that shine so beautiful. Oh god your lips. I would kiss them all day if you'd let me. Oh you know what?"
I swallow away more tears as he starts to sing.
"Oh, your eyes, your eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shinin'
Your hair, your hair
Falls perfectly without you trying
Youre so beautiful
And I tell you everyday
Yeah
I know, I know
When I compliment you, you won't believe me
And it's so, it's so
Sad to think that you don't see what I see
But every time you asks me, "Do I look okay?"
I say,
When I see your face (face, face...)
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
And when you smile (smile, smile...)
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, boy, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are).
Yeah
Your lips, Your lips
I could kiss them all day if you'd let me
Your laugh, Your laugh
You hates but I think it's so sexy
You're so beautiful
And I tell you everyday,
Oh you know, you know, you know
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
Then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say,
When I see your face (face, face...)
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
And when you smile (smile, smile...)
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, boy, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
The way you are
The way you are
boy, you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
He quiet's down and whisper sings quietly while pressing his forehead to mine.
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing (amazing)
Just the way you are (are)
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause, boy, you're amazing
Just the way you are."
I swallow again and he wipes away my tears. "Your so beautiful." He whispers.
I bite my lip ring and he leans forward to close the gap between our lips. I wrap my arms around his neck and laugh sadly against his lips. He pulls back and wraps his arms around my waist to lift me up.
"Your beautifully you. Everything about you is perfect because its all you. Everything about you is perfect you hear me?"
I nod and he pulls me closer. I take a deep breath and inhail his smell and play with the small hairs on the back of his neck, while letting out a little sigh.
Then he whispers, with the most promising voice ever, "Beautifully you."
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