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February, 4, 2014

Dear Jack,

I can't sleep tonight, you're on my mind again. It's only been two days since I last wrote you but it seems like ages ago. Days seem to go by a lot more slowly now that you're not around.

I decided to leave the house today though. I haven't done that much since you left, but I felt I needed to do it. It wasn't that big of a deal though, I just simply went for a walk. I was trying to think of things other than you, but of course it didn't work.

Everything reminded me of you. The colour of the flowers reminded me of the shade of your lips after kissing you. The colour of the sky reminded me of that stupid blue toque I always used to tell you I hated, yet you always wore it because you knew I secretly loved it. And god, the colour of the tree trunks reminded me of your eyes, so dark and beautiful.

Everything seems to bring my mind back to you. I feel as if you're everywhere, surrounding me, torturing me....

I need to see you again Jack, I need to hear your voice, even if it's one last time... even if it breaks my heart into another million pieces. I love you.

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