Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

part 30

;Look I'm sorry., I was wrong,, I do need you.

;I don't cry myself to sleep,

instead I lay there,

as my thoughts get

scarier and scarier,

and more and more hatred,

making myself more depressed,

that my brain eventually just shuts down till morning.

;I've been putting a lot of thought into it and I don't want to be adult anymore,

;I feel like I'm getting chocked by

all my mistakes,

words,

pain,

loneliness,

and regrets,

I want to give up and escape this world.

;I act like I don't care but inside its killing me.

sorry I haven't updated in awhile..I've just been super depressed lately.. -.- I hate how empty I feel.. yesterday I just burst out crying in front of my sister because I held in so much, I couldn't keep it in any longer :s I just want to die...

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