Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 29

;I wake up every morning wanting to kill myself,

I go to bed wondering why I didn't.

;she sits and cries at night hoping she won't have to wake up in the morning.

;I feel like I bother people by just being alive.

;in school she seems so happy but when she gets home she's broken.

;she was getting better but then she remembered what she was trying to get away from, she remembered the things that tore her apart and now she's back at the start.

;you don't get it okay,

its not easy for me to explain,

but I'm not trying to be lazy,

its just I'm so fucking tired,

and I have to motivation to succeed and I don't even know why this life is happening to me.

;just cause your breathing doesn't mean your alive.

;-Are you a...

-Big fat failure, yes.

;I don't want to be me.

sorry I haven't updated, I've been depressed, usually writing quotes that relate to me helps, but it hasn't been lately..but I'm moving back to my old home, cause I live in Regina, but I'm moving back home to CTK, so it should be good, I'll be with 'him' everyday.. and no I'm talking about that bitch Reo, :D Fuck him.
aha, but I hope all you are staying strong,

~Darling, You'll be okay~