Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 8

Hey everyone (: i fixxed all my mistakes , and got my 'poem parts' fixxed lol, im figuring out how to put my chapters in :3 so thats good (:

; So.... right now, im starting to move on but its so hard!!, :c Reo well.. he is moving on D': so i might as well too.. he said 'It just to hard not being able to see you' ..
gosh for fricken 5 fucking weekends in a row ive been trying to see him, breaking the rules for him.. for what!!.. shitall :s he broke my heart for the fricken third time in a row and we werent even dating!!!! gosh :/ im fucking done! :( im tired of all the pain he causes.. he's the reason ive been crying myself to sleep :/ i just want to be done with him already..
but i guess ill throw in some quotes since thats what i wrote this book for so...

-Someone asked me if i missed you.. i just walked away, closed my eyes and wispered "so much".. <\3

-Forget his name,
Forget his face,
And his warm embrace,
Forget the love you once knew,
Remember he's with someone new,
Forget when they played your song,
Remember when you cried all night long,
Forget how close you once were,
Remember how he has chosen her,
Forget how you memorized his walk
Forget how he used to talk,
Forget the things he said,
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh,
Forget his smile,
Forget the way he held you tight,
Remember he's with her tonight,
Forget the love, its past,
Forget how he said he would never leave,
Remember he is gone forever..

-Shes on a downward spiral,
Trying her best to smile,