Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 37

Hey guys, didn't really want to do an update probably till tomorrow or until I was in the mood to but I'm a loner right now (when am I not though?) IM FRIENDLESS! Well I got friends but none of them like me :/ but whatever I guess...but here's a few quotes, can I feel like I should start updating alot again, I want to let you know I love you all, the ones who actually bother reading this (:

-alone, what does it mean? True loneliness is being surrounded by people and yet feeling distant, forgotten, ignored, knowing that no one truly cares...

-I can feel myself deteriorating and I don't know how to stop myself for crumbling but I wish I could collapse gracefully at the very least but that's impossible and I think I'm drowning in everything ad I am so sorry to burden you with myself, I think I should sleep now.

-then suddenly she realized that the world really is a beautiful place but she is a monster.

-I still hurt but the pains not showing, I haven't cut in a week or two, I try deep breathing and squeezing ice cubes. My boyfriend tells me I'm beautiful .. I'm ashamed of I used to do.

-I feel like I'm drowning , like every breath I take just gets me closer to death.

-the water is clear

But your wrists are stained

Your face says happy

But your eyes say pain.

-she claimed to be an artist

But it wasn't until two weeks later

I found her on her bathroom floor

With crimson red carvings on her canvas.

I hope you guys are staying strong <3 I love you all,

If you need me kik me; lorissa.anderson