Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 54

-Then I got sad for no reason and it takes me days to get over that feeling.

-Now she's thinking that she won't fit in cause you told her somethings wrong with her.

-I can't cope anymore.. the pain is to much to bear and I just bleed now.

so I woke up happy this morning, I slept over my boyfriends house and it was one of the best times I've had in a long time, but I went home, went back to sleep and woke up feeling like such shit.. why? I don't even want to speak about how I feel.. lately I've been hiding how I feel.. crying before I go to sleep.. idk the anti depressants have helped a bit but I still cry at nights, I still think about dying, I still want to cut myself.. I'm smiling and it's becoming more real but i don't know what to do...

~Stay strong~

Darling you'll be okay ♡

I know it's hard right now but you can do this <3