Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 53

-I was so happy, everything was going so great and then.. Without warning... Everything just fell apart..

-Don't you hate it when your having such a good day and then become really depressed without warning?..

-this is for the guys who cry themselves to sleep, who fake feelings like being happy, who cut themselves, who starve themselves, who have depression or anxiety or any other mental illness cause it's not always girls who are having a tough time surviving.

I'm on anti-depressant that also help with my anxiety.. I cut a little to deep.. Now well I got to go see a mental health person and get help again.. Ugh I also made my boyfriend cry when he seen my cuts.. Made me cry.. 😔 it's time I start accepting help and stop hurting my boyfriend and any other person who cares about me.. My boyfriend he's the best thing to happen to me.. It's weird cause I used to think My ex was the best guy I was going to have and this guy comes into my life and it's like WOW where were you this whole time?! He literally shits brilliance :b