Selfharm/depressed/Dark poems

Part 21

;I feel hopeless, depressed, angry and most of all..I'm scared.

;Do you ever get in one of those moods where your like feeling okay but your really sad at the same time and you want to talk to someone and get them to hug you but you feel annoying so you just sit there being sad.

;The hardest part of waking up in the morning is remembering everything you were trying to forget last night.

So the only people who know I'm depressed and sad are my followers on YouTube and people who bother to read these quotes, everyone else thinks I am happy.. so to anyone who reads this I love you <3

well I have something to say to you guys,

-If you think that you can't go on anymore just remember you have survived everything thrown your way so far. You are amazing.. a diamond in the rough...someone, somewhere does love you, you may not see it but trust me (: Don't give up, just keep holding on, you are beautiful! no matter how much mental or physical scars you have <3 (:

Oh yeah I'm thinking of writing a book, about a girl who is insecure, she self harms , and has parents who are never home and when they are they put her down or hit her..she is'nt heavily bullied at school but is invisible, she is unnoticed and she holds a lot of beauty but hides it until a certain boy moves next door.. :3
I'm thinking of calling it 'the boy next door' or 'the new boy' oorrr 'my new neighbour' .. (: I'm excited but it might not be exactly how I described it here.
BTW sorry this is such a short update!