Part 63

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Hey my lovelies
hope you are all okay :)

-Do you ever get that feeling when your sitting in your room, alone. Your thoughts wander.. Your not crying but you just feel sad and empty. You keep replaying moments from your life and think where did it go wrong?

-You said you liked storms
so I let you in.

little did I know you just like a little bit of rain
and I'm a hurricane.

-I'm awake but I'm still sleeping..
I keep telling myself I'll be alright but I know I wont.


Seeing all your positive words means alot ♡
I'm doing okay, I'm going to be getting an apartment, I got a great boyfriend and alot more. I'm working on keeping myself positive as much as I can, even though I can get pretty angry or sad at times, got to keep reminding myself that I can do this. Sorry I don't update a whole lot, it's just alot of stuff is happening in my life that I would like to tell you guys but i can't. Just to think a year ago I didn't care at all about myself, self harmed everyday and tried to commit suicide countless of times, but I'm still here :3
but hey I got to let you know, your doing good :) I know alot of you are struggling right now and I'm glad your still here, IM PROUD OF YOU! ♡

Selfharm/depressed/Dark poemsOnde histórias criam vida. Descubra agora