Ice skate with your heart

Sixty five

Lia's POV
Flew back to the US after the 5 months mark. Because mum didn't want to risk flying before that so we did an extra term in school.

I'm fucking huge and constantly in pain.
It was late at night and I was reading. I don't know why but I couldn't sleep and I felt them kick.

"Rocco. Wake up!" I shake him and he sits up with a pregnancy book falling off his face.
Poor him. There were times in England that I saw him passed out in the study surrounded by pregnancy books and educational books for his actual A-levels.

"What! Is the baby coming?! This is bad. It's too early." He rambled half asleep.
"No. I felt them kick." I say taking his hand and putting his hand on my stomach.

He felt it and you can see his heart melted.
"Definitely a boy. He's got a kick to him." He says and I wipe my tears.

"We're actually having this baby" I cry.
"I know baby. I know. I'm going to be a dad." We both shared our brief loving moment of happy tears.

"We need to think of names." I say. We already have lots of clothes and tomorrow we get to find out if it's a girl it a boy.

"I was thinking Maddox for a boy and Dalia for a girl." He suggested.
"I do not like Maddox reminds me of a baby werewolf but Dalia is cute. I was thinking Eros and April." I say completely in love with those names.

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An hour and a half of arguing about what we should name the baby and if it's a boy it is Eros and if it's a girl we name it Dalia. We managed after giving out lots of random names. We go back to our original choices.

"Why do you like the name Eros so much?" Rocco asked.
"My dad wanted to name Liam that and it's the name of my Grandfather. You?" I tell him.

"The name Dalia is my mothers name and I know that she would love to know that her grandbaby is named after her." I smile at the cuteness.

"I think it's so nice that you want to name our baby after your mother." I tell him giving him a kiss on the cheek.

"She would love it. She'd be honoured." He tells me and I wrap my hands around him.
Putting one leg over him so my belly could rest on him.

"We should get more sleep you know that." I tell him.
"Yeah but suffocating me with your tits isn't the right way to get me to sleep." He says take my sports bra off.

He pushed us over so I was under him and he was carefully sitting on top of my legs.
"Baby do you want to do it now because I'm finding you very attractive." Rocco asks changing the mood entirely.

He rubbed my stomach waiting for a response. "My back kinda hurts though." I say and he kisses me neck.

"There's a position for that." He says and takes off his clothes and mine and getting under the covers.
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It did work but I did not last long but early morning ice hockey we go.

Simple black sports bra and dance tank top and shorts as we go to practice.
I can't practice but to keep this baby safe I'd rather do that.

So watching my Fiancé skate like a pro as watchers are looking for new skaters for the new season.
"So why are you not on ice Anderson?" One came over and asked.

"I'm pregnant." I say like they didn't notice. I mean if you don't see the way I'm sitting and the massive bump then your blind.

"You know I came to see you play. But I can always watch the others and see who I can take on." He told me.

He came to see me?
"Which one is the father?" He asked pointing at the rink.
"Rocco. My fiancé. My entire rock." I say smiling.

As they stop to take a break Rocco looks at me and smiles melting my heart.

"You seem like a very lucky young girl." He says.
"I am. I may be young but I'm lucky I have him to take care of us. He is dedicated to everything. He wants to be a great father, ice hockey player, brother and fiancé. Sometimes I worry though." I ramble.

"Why?"
"Because he tries so hard and I'm worried if I'm adding more to his already spinning plates." I care a lot.

"If he needs help he will probably say. He looks like a smart guy and if he chooses our university then we can always help with childcare but so will every university." He told me.

"It's all to do picking the right one for you." I say remembering what my dad said to me.
"Exactly. So Anderson, with the baby coming along will you be attending university?"

"I haven't really thought about it. We haven't really talked about our future future but about the baby." I don't know why but telling him this just feels ok.

"Well I guess that's something you'll have to talk about. Look it was nice talking to you. But I have to get going." I started to stand up to show him respect but he put his arm on my shoulder and shook my hand sitting down.

I smiled at how nice the man was. From Boston university. My dream university.

"Hey babe and baby what's good?" Rocco says jumping over the chairs.
"Nothing the baby is kicking like crazy though." I say and he takes off his gloves and puts his sweaty hands on me.

"£20 days it's a boy. I know it is." He bets me.
"If it's a girl you owe me money as well." He nods and we shake.

"Come on the boys want to see you." So Rocco helped me up and we walked to the changing rooms.
"Thank god you guys are here. I have something really important to tell all of you and I don't know how you'll take it." Brook says as we walk in.

"You haven't gotten someone pregnant have you?" I ask and he laughs.
"Ironic you say that but no. Quite the opposite." Brook looked really nervous to tell us.

"Dude. Spit it out we're in this together." Stanley pats him on the back.
"Ok. Um well um-" he scratches the back of his head. 

I know.
"I know. He's trying to come out." I whisper to Rocco.
"Dude. We will still love you." Rocco tells him trying to make him feel a little better.

"I'm gay and I've been gay for ages now I just didn't know how to tell you." He says looking down.
"Is that it? I thought you were dying. Brook we don't care." Emmett says.

"Really?" He asks.
"Yeah. We wouldn't even care if you had a crush on any of us as long as you didn't act on it. Fuck whoever you want." Emmett hugs him.

"I care! I don't want him jumping on my dick." Jason says.
"What about me? I'm bisexual." I say standing up already wanting to punch him in the face.

"Your a girl, its hot when you do it. It's disgusting when boys do it."
"Double standard bro. That's fucked up!" Felix shouts at him.

I walk over to him and push him.
"Its people like you is the reason why they find it hard to come out!" I shout at him and he pushes me back and I almost hit the floor if it wasn't for Ashley.

That was when all hell broke loose. Rocco punched Jason and kept punching him as I felt like I was going to throw up. 
"What in gods name is going on here!" Coach and the nice man run in pulling them apart.

"I want him off the fucking team! Jason if you ever lay a hand on Lia or say more homophobic shit again and I will beat your fucking ass!" Rocco shouts trying to get past the nice man.

"I'm going to be sick." I say heaving. Ashley and Felix pick me up before taking me over to the toilets where I proceeded to puke.

"Nope! I'm killing him now! Hurting my wife, my baby and my friend. You will wish you were dead!" You could hear the anger.

But I couldn't stop throwing up.
"Felix go get coach or something." Ashley says sitting in the cubical with me.

"I think there's something wrong with the baby." I say before throwing up more.

"Ashley I'm scared. I can't breathe." I say worried.
"It's ok. Just breathe slowly." He told me.

"Guys stop it! While everyone is fighting Lia is being sick. I think she need serious help coach." Felix shouts.

"Lia. Your bleeding through your shorts." Ashley tells me.
I look down and there's blood all over the floor.

I've lost the baby.