Spoby One Shots

Ive done everything

Authors note:
1. I'm using my phone for this cause my laptop isn't working
2. I had a dream about this
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Prompt: Takes place after Spencer gets shot and the girls complain how she never helps and Spencer goes off on everyone.
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Spencer's barn

Spencers POV
This is all just stressful. I'm so sick and tires of A.D bothering me, bothering the girls. Like it's getting to the point where it's so old, I'm literally done with everything. I'm tired, I've been in physically and emotionally in pain. For the past week, I've been doing nothing, but stay in my barn either sleeping, looking for a job or just eating Nutella, even though it cause cancer but I'm fine.

*beep beep*
I looked at my phone and noticed a few messages from the girls, Toby, Marco, even.....Caleb??
Spencer, where are you we need you're help -Hanna
We found out more info on who A.D could be- Aria
Can you answer your phone geez- Emily
Spencer please answer we're worried - Alison
Hey, I don't know if you still wanna talk, but i want to, please text me back -Toby
I hope you're alright, I'll stop by later and bring your fav -Marco
Im sorry for everything and I hope you're well -Caleb
I put my phone back on my nightstand and went to the living room and watched tv.
"Life is so annoying" i said as I flipped through the channels.
*knock knock*
I looked up from the tv and saw the girls Toby and Caleb at the door. I got up and opened and all of them barged in. The girls looked very angry.
"Hi?" I said in a question form
"Why aren't you answering your phone" Emily yelled
"Where have you been for the past week" Hanna also yelled making my ears bleed
"I've been here in the barn"
"What were you doing that was so more important than stopping this killer" Aria said crossing her arms over her chest
"I've been sleeping and looking for a job, anything else you wanna know" I spat
"We've been trying to reach out for you Spencer!!" Emily said sitting down on the couch
I shrugged my shoulders "I don't care, I'm done" I rolled my eyes
"WHAT" everyone yelled
"What do you mean you're done" Alison asked
"Just how it sounds, this is getting old and I'm done with everything. I'm done with this town, I'm done with A, I'm done getting hurt saving people and I'm helping"
"What do you mean you've helped, you never do anything" Aria yelled "you're just so selfish, you care about no one but yourself"

"EXCUSE ME, I've done nothing to help? I've done everything to help you savages. I've done most of the work since we found out Ali was "dead". I was the one who was the most worried about Alison, I was the one who took the time out of my life to find her, and you say I never helped, that I don't do anything. Who protected Alison when Shana was about to kill her? Who was the one who saved you guys from climbing an electrical fence, who was the one who defused a bomb in Radley that could've killed us-
"You defused a bomb" Caleb asked
"SHUT UP" I yelled
"Who was the one who almost lost her life by taking a bullet for her friends"
Everyone looks down and I continue yelling
"Yup that was me". It's all your fault. I go up to Hanna "is you're fault you lied to my face about not having feeling for Caleb when you could've told me that you didn't. I told you I won't date him yet instead you went behind my back and kissed him and continued saying you didn't have feelings" then I walked up to Aria "it's yours and Ezra's fault I went back on drugs because you didn't believe me Ezra was being suspicious because you're too busy riding up on him everyday" I go to Emily "you, it's you're fault, it's you're fault I almost died, because you had to get your phone, it's you're fault I'm this way, if we just left, my life would've been less painful, but no stupid Emily Fields needed her phone" I go to Alison " and you, you're just the gift that keeps on giving" everything that happened to me was because of you, from the moment you decided to fake your death, every bad thing happens, it's your fault A exist and A.D. You're the reason this town is and still is in danger." I go up to Caleb " Caleb out of everyone I thought you wouldn't hurt me, for goodness sakes we were best friends to the point where I counted you as a brother. You could've been honest and said you kissed Hanna. Will I be upset, yes but not heartbroken, you lied cheated and treated me like crap" lastly I go up to Toby but before i said something Marco comes in with Food
"Hey Spence I bro-" he sees everyone in the room and puts the food on the table "should i come back?" He asked. I shake my head. "Stay here" then I turn to Toby. "And you, Toby Cavanaugh. It's you're fault I ended up in Radley. Gosh you don't know how much I hate you know. You hurt me so many times. You made me believe that you were dead, I ended up in Radley because of the sick joke you played, ever since you put that badge on you stopped loving me, you said you loved me, but that want true was it? What guy pressures his gf when she's in college about starting a life. I never said I never wanted to start a life. I said at least not when I'm in college, then he breaks up with his gf because of a pregnancy scare, then tells me he's building a house for me then rips my heart out when you said "I can't live my life without Yvonne" I wipe my tears "seriously?? All of you have caused me pain, I've done nothing but help, the moment I don't want to help, I'm automatically selfish. You don't know what my life is like, especially now that I found out I'm adopted. I like to see you guys live my life and take a bullet" I finally finished
"Spencer I'm so sorry" Hanna says hugging me
"You're right, were such horrible people, we don't deserve a friend like you" Emily said looking down
"I'm sorry for everything Spencer, I'm really am" Ali apologized
"I'm sorry too" Aria cried. I wiped my tears and nodded
" I'm sorry for being a horrible person, but i did actually love you, I was just afraid to say it" Caleb also cried.
"And I'm the most sorry, I'm sorry I was a crappy boyfriend, putting my job first, pressuring you and giving you false hope" Toby wiped his tears
"Spencer needs to rest. She's too stressed she needs food and to relax, I think it's best of you guys leave and come back when Spencer is feeling better" Marco said. Everyone nodded their head and headed out the door
"I never stopped loving you Spencer" Toby said before heading out. I sat on the island kitchen table and began eating with Marco
" was I too harsh" I said putting the spaghetti on my plate and began eating
" no I think you did the right thing and let everything out" he said biting into his food. After eating he left and I was by myself which I didn't mind. I showered and put on my lace nightgown and dozed off to sleep listening to "i don't wanna live forever" by Zayn Malik and Taylor Swift.

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