Spoby One Shots

I don't think I can

A/N although I love Spoby with all my heart, i'm not liking how if Yvonne does die, he chooses Spencer. He's practically making her second choice, and Spencer isn't. This was going in my brain for quite a while, so here it is.  This takes place after Spencer shot, I think during 7x13, so Spencer, Marco and Toby are in it

one month later..

Spencer's POV

I just came back from the doctors office, after I was shot, I had daily appointments there because the bullet was so close to my heart, they wanted to make sure, my heart was fine. On top of that, A. D is back. Deadlier than ever. Yeah I know we said that before, but I didn't believe it until I was almost dead, saving my friends life. Gosh, what a scary moment. I literally thought I was going to die. Sometimes I wished it happened. I hate my life.  I really hate it now that I found out my life was an entire lie. I'm adopted!!!  Ugh. Now I'm back in the barn. The girls have helped me around, and Marco has been such a big help. He's a really good guy so far, but I'm not going to jump in a relationship so soon, especially what happened with Toby and I. Just then I hear the door open and I see Marco come in with food from my favorite Italian place.

"Hey Spencer" Marco smiles as he sets the food on the kitchen table

"Hey, and I know I said this a thousand of times, but I'm really grateful that you're helping me" I smile as i take the food from the bag and began eating

"Hey, no need to thank me" he smiles and begins eating. I continue eating and wipe the food from my mouth before speaking

"I'm sorry if I'm making you miss work, I don't want you yo get fired" I said sadly. I feel bad. He hasn't been at work ever since he found out I was shot.

"No need to apologize, I really like you and I want to help as much as possible."

"I really like you too Marco, but I really don't want to start a relationship now. I'm not staying in Rosewood forever, once this whole A is done, forever and permanently gone, I'm hoping to leave the country. My dream place is to go to Italy" I told him.

"it's okay I get it, but I do also hope this whole feud is over. I just want everything to be peaceful". I finish my food and put the plate in the garbage.

"So what do you want to do Spencer?" He asks me as we both sit on the couch.

"Let's watch The Blind Side, it's a really great movie" I suggested. He nods his head and puts in the movie.

20 minutes later

knock, knock

As the movie was playing there was a knock on the door. "Marco I'm going to get the door" I say as I get up. I walked and opened the door and my eyed widen as I saw the person standing there. It was Toby. I stepped outside and closed the door behind me

"H-hey Spencer" he says weakly.

"I-uh- Toby what are you doing here" I crossed my arms

"I-i'm sorry I took too long to check up on you, everything that happened I needed time to think and process."

I nod my head in understanding. I look at the door and still see Marco watching the movie

"I do have something to say Spencer"

"What Toby"

"After everything that happened. Me almost dying, you almost dying, it made me realize how hard my life will be if you died"

"I'm not understanding Toby"

"I love you, and I want you back, and I want you to marry me. I can't live my life without you" he confesses

I flinched at the last sentence, because he said that about Yvonne, that night we said goodbye . For some odd reason it feels weird and not in a good way. I don't want to be second choice, this feels so wrong

"You said the same thing about Yvonne, dont' come at say the same crap to me, it feels wrong" I said as tears form in my eyes

He steps closer, but I take a step back

"I -I cant do this anymore with you Toby. That kiss was a mistake and it should had never had happened"

"Spencer dont-

"And you know what, this is on you, you're the one who decided to leave, you're the one who wanted to stay in Rosewood, you're the one who got engaged, this, everything is wrong" I yelled.

He just stood there with his head hung down

"And if we do get back together, I'm just going to feel like the second choice, like a replacement for your dead fiance. everything won't be the same ever again, so no Toby, I won't get back together with you, I'm not no ones second choice" I said with my head held high

"I would never make you feel like that Spencer, I do love you"

"If you loved me, why did you leave because of the pregnancy scare, Toby explain that" I asked harshly

He tries to say something, but he's lost for word.

"I think it would be better if we just be friends, then maybe in the near future, or like 100 years, we can try again, but for now, it's just going to feel wrong"

"I understand" 

"Spencer are you done yet, you're missing the movie" Marco yells from the inside

"Is that Marco?" he asked

"Yeah, he's been helping around since I got out the hospital" I tell him

"So you guys are together now?" he scoffs

"No, I'm not ready to be in a relationship now, but I think it's a little more, he's a one of a kind"I smile

"Maybe I should stay here and help"

"You don't get to weigh in my life anymore Toby" I snapped

"What?" 

"Sounds familiar, right? It doesn't feel good right" I smirked *a/n think 6x14 that scene with Spencer and Toby outside his trailer

"Spencer, I'm truly and deeply sorry, please forgive me, I really want to try us again" Toby pleads

"Just give me space, I need time to think" I open the door and looked back "Goodbye Toby" with that I closed the door and watch the movie

Authors note: this is sometimes how I feel about Spoby. Like i said before, as much as I love them, I dont want to see Spencer as second choice, it's wrong. but this is what I would want to happen or something similar to it.

P.S. did you guys watched the sneak peek for 7x11. I knew Noel Khan wasnt A.D. or Jenna. When are they going to learn. What's in the big black box? and did you guys see Spencer. She looks so sad, angry and depressed, she should just relax for once.

I need prompts for my next one shot so please help, also im going to finish the last update for finding a cure, it's going to be short. I'm not as interested so im going to quickly finish and update it. then I'll just focus on my one shots unless you guys have a suggestion for a new story. thanks guys