Fourty Five: Well jeez

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I stared at the ceiling, my eyes burned from barely blinking.

I couldn't get that image of Stan kissing me out of my head.

It doesn't feel real.

And once again, I feel numb.

What do I tell Cartman?

I can't just keep lying to him. But I can't tell him either.

Ugh I need to call somebody about this whole thing.. But I can't say anything either... What if somebody said something and snitched?

Ugh.

I groaned and frown as I drag my hands down my face.

It was currently three in the morning. I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to, or tried.

My mind was racing with too many things.

I felt a few hit tears fall down my cheek silently as I sighed heavily and blinked them away.

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Stans POV:

I can't believe I kissed her tonight.

Why did I do that?!

Now she's going to avoid me, and probably tell Cartman, and then he's going to beat me up and everybody will hate me and think I'm an asshole-

I sighed heavily and turned over onto my side hoping to get some sleep and get her off my mind.

I can't even stop thinking about her.
And I can't stop thinking about what I did..

I'm a huge douchebag. If anybody deserves a black eye, it's me.

I frowned slightly and fell asleep slowly.

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(Y/n)'s POV:

I woke up around nine and I knew Stan would be at school thankfully.

I saw a text from Cartman as I smiled and texted him back.

He called me while he was on his way to his next class.

"How's your eye?" He asked as I sighed smiling weakly.

"It's fine, how are you doing though?" I asked hearing laughing in the background.
"Haha is Kenny back there?" I asked as he laughed.
"Yeah he is. He's being a douchebag, hang on," I heard Cartman say threw the phone as I smiled and heard him yelling at Kenny.

"Okay I'm back." He said as I giggled.

"Hey. You need to go back to class! I'll talk to you after school! Bye," I smiled.

"Alright, alright, I Love you," he said as I grinned.

"I love you too. Bye." I said then hung up with a small sigh.

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