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I stared at the ceiling, my eyes burned from barely blinking.
I couldn't get that image of Stan kissing me out of my head.
It doesn't feel real.
And once again, I feel numb.
What do I tell Cartman?
I can't just keep lying to him. But I can't tell him either.
Ugh I need to call somebody about this whole thing.. But I can't say anything either... What if somebody said something and snitched?
Ugh.
I groaned and frown as I drag my hands down my face.
It was currently three in the morning. I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to, or tried.
My mind was racing with too many things.
I felt a few hit tears fall down my cheek silently as I sighed heavily and blinked them away.
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Stans POV:
I can't believe I kissed her tonight.
Why did I do that?!
Now she's going to avoid me, and probably tell Cartman, and then he's going to beat me up and everybody will hate me and think I'm an asshole-
I sighed heavily and turned over onto my side hoping to get some sleep and get her off my mind.
I can't even stop thinking about her.
And I can't stop thinking about what I did..I'm a huge douchebag. If anybody deserves a black eye, it's me.
I frowned slightly and fell asleep slowly.
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(Y/n)'s POV:
I woke up around nine and I knew Stan would be at school thankfully.
I saw a text from Cartman as I smiled and texted him back.
He called me while he was on his way to his next class.
"How's your eye?" He asked as I sighed smiling weakly.
"It's fine, how are you doing though?" I asked hearing laughing in the background.
"Haha is Kenny back there?" I asked as he laughed.
"Yeah he is. He's being a douchebag, hang on," I heard Cartman say threw the phone as I smiled and heard him yelling at Kenny."Okay I'm back." He said as I giggled.
"Hey. You need to go back to class! I'll talk to you after school! Bye," I smiled.
"Alright, alright, I Love you," he said as I grinned.
"I love you too. Bye." I said then hung up with a small sigh.
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