Adopted By Ashton Irwin

The Note

(A/N The following is everything that was said in Riley's suicide note)

Dear Ashton
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I got in the way of you and Nicole. I should've known better, but she has been really mean to me, calling me fat, ugly, 'troubled'. And it honestly hurts. I care about you Ashton, and I know this will hurt, but I'm sorry. I don't want to hurt you, but I feel trapped, in a constant battle with myself. I have no strength left to fight. Bye dad, I love you -Ri x

To Luke
Lucas, we never really became best friends, it's just the way it is, but I know you were always there for me. Don't be upset about this, it's my doing.. It's noones fault, so don't blame anyone. And I'm sorry you had to witness me and Calum making out, it wasn't planned. Goodbye Lucas -Riley x

Dear Michael
Mikey. Me and you have gotten closer over the last few weeks, and I'm proud to call you one of my best friends. I love you bro, crazy hair or not you're awesome. You've got the nicest personality imaginable. Make sure dad doesn't take this too badly. Thank you for being an amazing friend, in fact you were more like a brother. I'm sorry things had to come to this. Bye Michael :( x

To Casey
I'm sorry about all this mess. I shouldn't have dragged you into it. I had feelings for someone else who was ignoring me so I used you to make me feel happy, or feel anything. I'm sorry you got dragged into this Casey, I really am. -R x

Dear Calum
Last but most definitely not least, Calum. I don't even know if you feel the same way anymore, or even ever did. But I like you. I like you a lot, as in more than a friend. You make me feel happy, safe, annoyed and loved all at once. I miss talking to you, I really do. I don't know what I did but I'm sorry, it must've been pretty bad if you don't want to speak to me. Just know I'm sorry. I love you Calum, I've said it to the others but I really really love you.

Goodbye sweetheart-Riles x