Chapter forty one

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"You guys should go out. We'll watch the kids for you," Summer insisted. "Why?" I chuckled holding my grip more firmly around Elliot's body knowing she would make us go out anyways. "Because. You guys don't do things together anymore. You used to be the couple that was so cute it made you wanna puke and they'd always do everything together and they'd always go out and your PDA was terrible," she shivered. "Now you guys are always together you still make everyone wanna puke but you don't do normal things anymore." She whined. "So," I shrugged. "We still do stuff. Maybe not as much but," I shrugged. "You have the most kids out of anyone in our family," she started. "And I get that but sometimes you need to think about you. You and I both know that in some way shape or form you want Shawn," she teased. "And if I do?" I shook my head letting my eyes roll. "You should go out. For two hours. Just you two. Jack will pick the kids up from school and we will all take them out or something and we'll hang out and have fun, while you and Shawn have fun," she nudged me. "I don't," I groaned looking outside at Shawn as he played in the grass with JJ and Jake. Knowing she was right and thinking about just how much I really did want him. "Fine," I whined looking down at Ellie. "But I get to keep Elliot. Right?" I pouted. "Nope. No kids," she shook her head. "You guys can have till three to fix things up then JJ and I will show up at your house and take the kids and I won't tell you where we are until seven." She smiled satisfied with herself. "Alright," I sighed. "Till then," she trailed on smirking slightly. "No sexual questions or I swear to god," I spoke sternly. "Fine." She huffed. "So whats it been like with Elliot?" She took her from my arms. "It's been ok. She's pretty calm. She just she likes waking up." I breathed. "But Shawn's pretty good with her though and she seems to love him." I looked outside only to be met with Shawn's broad white smile. "Go get him and take Ellie and go home because your going out." She pointed making me groan. "Hello precious," his gentile kiss calmed my stressing. "Hi baby," I smiled. "Hello Elliot," he waved at her open eyes. "So. We're gonna take the kids including Elliot and you two are gonna go out." She smirked handing me Elliot once more. "Alright," he continued kissing my neck. "He's ok with it," she emphasized. "He's ok with everything involving me." I scoffed. "She's not wrong," he finally stopped it with my neck and cradled Elliot with me. "Get out and go her ready," she laughing shooing us. "Alright." I chuckled laying Elliot in her car seat. Shawn lifted it. "Bye uncle Shawn bye aunty Maddy." Jake smiled. "Bye Jake," I winked grabbing Elliot's bag. "Bye Jake," Shawn smiled widely clutching my hand before leading me out. "She's making us go out?" He chuckled. "Why?" His eyebrows raised. "Because we don't go out together enough," I rolled my eyes. "What?" He acknowledged my eye roll. "We spend a lot of time together." I contemplated buckling up my seatbelt. "No we don't. We never go out together anymore. I'm ok with this. Are you not?" His fingers clasped around my hand. "I'm totally fine with it. I just didn't think that," I sighed kissing his hand. "I'm sorry baby." My thumbs ran over the back of his hand. "I didn't know that you felt that way." I pouted. "It's not like that Maddy. We do spend a lot of time together but we don't go out anymore." He sighed as we neared our house. "I didn't mean it like that," he bit his lip. "It's ok. Your right," I nodded as he stopped the car. "Darling don't be mad," he turned to me. "I'm not mad," I smiled gently running my hand over his cheek. "I'm not mad," I repeated gently pushing my lips onto his. "Good," he smiled pulling away and letting his head rest against mine. "I love you," his lips pushed against mine once more, hungrily moving against mine. "I love you too," I pulled away wrapping my arms around his neck. "We should go get ready," his hands trailed my sides. "Alright," Elliot screamed smacking us pull away and me rush to the back to get her. I took her out of her car seat. "Sh," I held her in my chest gently kissing her forehead. "Your ok," she calmed more and more. "There you go," I smiled. "Come on love," he smiled taking her car seat and bag. I carried her out of the car bringing her into the house. "She's hungry," I decided looking upon the strange facial expression she had developed. He handed me the feeding pillow. "Here," he smiled. "Thank you love," I wrapped the pillow around my waist laying Elliot against it. Soon enough she ate with no problems left. "So what should we do tonight?" I fingered a few strands of his hair. "I was thinking we could do dinner then come back here and maybe do dessert," he smirked slightly. "We'll just have to see," I sucked his bottom lip. "I guess we will," he he licked my lips. "Mine," he grabbed her before I chance the chance to even attempt burping as he'd always insist. "Ok well summers gonna be here soon so," I had finally figured out how to use the breast pump which I'd use whenever I left Elliot with someone over a short period of time. He burped her problem free leaving her tired and her eyelids soon shut leaving her asleep. "Now for our night," he kissed my neck. "Wanna try dessert first?" I pulled at his collar. "Straight foreward," his eyebrows raised. "Mhm," my lips attached to his jaw in an attempt to seduce him. "Alright," he moaned lowly. "Summers gonna be here soon," I looked at the time. "But we've still got time," he contemplated. My hand reached down towards his crotch. "Your right," I kissed his neck undoing his belt. "We do have time," my hand slid down his stomach and into his pants grabbing his soft length. "Mm," he moaned. I twirled it around in my hand leaving him breathless. His eyes fluttered shut as he soon grew hard. Gracefully my tongue ran across the tip. "Don't do that," he hissed throwing his hard back. "This?" I licked again. "Shit," he mumbled. "It's been so long since I've sucked it," I breathed. "It was before Masson was born wasn't it," I licked up it. "Mhm," he moaned. "It was when we got you pregnant with Masson," once again he let his eyes flutter open so he started at me. "You look so good on your knees." His hands brushed through my hair as I familiarized myself with his length again. I licked a long stripe from top to bottom making him moan aloud. "Mm," he nodded. I gently crawled into his lap pushing my lips against his grinding against his length. My lips met his. "Stop," he breathed pulling back. "Why?" I pouted sitting next to him. "Summers gonna be here soon," his eyes opened completely. "And she likes picking locks." He stood up. "Where are you going," I groaned. "To shower," he teased. "Your annoying me," I hissed walking towards Elliot's room. "Hi baby," I lifted her into my arms holding her small body against my chest listening to the ringing of the doorbell. I sighed grabbing her car seat and her diaper bag along with a few bottles I had prepared earlier. "Hi baby." Summer smiled. "Seven o'clock and I'll tell you were we are. Ok?" JJ took Elliot from me and Summer held the car seat as he laid her in it. "Ok," I whined. "Bye," she chuckled. "Bye," I slammed the door shut making sure to lock it. I quickly skipped up the stairs before stripping myself and walking towards the bathroom. Gently I pushed open the glass door as he washed his hair. "Hi Maddy," he smiled not looking at me once. "Hi baby," I grabbed his length. "I knew you'd catch on," he mumbled letting me suck on it. I started with only the tip sucking it quite sloppily making him groan lowly. "More?" I teased. "Mhm," he bit his lip looking down at me. "You're so perfect," his fingers laced in my hair as I put more into my mouth. "Fuck," he growled. I worked my hands around what wasn't in my mouth. My head slowly brought more and more until I couldn't handle it. I gaged slightly making him moan louder. I took him out of my mouth briefly. "I'm so close babygirl," he sighed of relief as I put him back into my mouth. I pushed my head all the way to the bottom gagging once again but bringing him even closer to his high. "Mm," he moaned loudly. "Fuck," he groaned as his length twitched against my tongue. I smiled in satisfaction. "Maddy," he screamed letting shoot after shoot of his cum cover my tongue. "Mm," he relaxed again letting me suck all of the extra off of him. I swallowed it willingly leaving a cheeky smile spread across my face. "You know what else we haven't done in a while?" He let his finger slip into my heat. I moaned quietly. "I haven't done this in a long time," I breathed adding yet another finger. "Do you like that?" He growled into my ear sucking the skin on my neck. "Mhm," I moaned grabbing his bicep for more balance. My legs grew weak and his arms wrapped around me for support. He added yet another finger. "Shawn," I moaned out in pleasure. "You like that?" He removed his lips from my neck and stated sucking my jaw. "I'm close," I whispered watching his hand. He smiled against my skin soon pulling away and thrusting his hand faster and harder. "Mm," I moaned louder. "Shawn," I screamed as I came all over his hand. He waited till I had finished before taking his fingers into his mouth sucking them clean. "You're beautiful," his hands trailed my sides. The lust in his eyes disappeared. "So are you," I smiled kissing his cheek. "Come on. Let's get dressed and go out." His hand connected with mine. "Your adorable." I giggled squeezing his hand. "So where are we going?" I followed him down the stairs upon getting dressed. "You'll see," he smiled. He had chosen for me to wear one of his dress shirts and black leggings, as he wore a black dress shirt and dark jeans. "But you'll like it," his fingers ran through my hair. "I promise," he kissed my cheek. The drive there was short as we both sat in complete silence just enjoying each others company. "We're here," he giggled while hopping out of the car to come towards my side. "Close your eyes," he smiled full of excitement. I laughed but did as told. he led me through what seemed to be grass until abruptly stopping in the middle. "Ok you can open your eyes now." he burst with excitement. "What are we," I paused realizing where he had brought me. "Shawn," I gushed turning bright red. "You love reminding me of the embarrassing moments in my life don't you." I shook my head. "Out of all of the embarrassing memories we've shared this is my favourite." his arm wrapped around my shoulder. "And why's that?" I wrapped my arms loosely around his torso. "Because I can go around telling people that, that's when you actually fell for me." he laughed looking forwards at the tree that stood tall in front of us. "Shut up," I rolled my eyes letting go of his chest and torso area. "I'm sorry baby," he kissed my forehead. "But it's true," he added. "You sat on that brach because you got mad at me and who was it?" he bit his lip trying to figure it out. "Carter," I nodded. "Shook the tree and you fell into my arms." he blushed. "I'm glad you were there," I kissed his cheek. "Me too," he smiled squeezing me gently. "And to think," he chuckled, "That wasn't 15 years ago." his smile never faded nor dulled. "I know, and to think we've only been married for three years." the grip I had on his hand tightened. "We were married for about three months before," he added. "And then I screwed it up." I mumbled. "It's not your fault." he reassured leading me towards a bench. "It's mine," he squeezed my hand. "I signed the papers." I contemplated. "And I made you want to do it." his smile had faded into half a frown. "But we're ok now so we can forget about our rocky past," I nodded trying to fix his frown. "I wish I could," he sighed looking back up to me. "Do you remember that lady that used to walk past us all of the time," I changed the subject. "And she liked us as a couple more than our parents did." I chuckled. "Oh yeah," he nodded. "And she'd show up here everyday just to see us," he smiled. "And then when we broke up," I breathed. "I came here one more time and told her and I think she was more hurt than I was," I chuckled. "Well," his eyes widened. "I thought the breakup was gonna leave you devastated but apparently not," he teased. "It did," I looked down. "Was heartbroken," I kissed his cheek. "Jack made me go to therapy for a month and a half because he thought I was gonna die." I chuckled. "I love you so much." I rested my head against his shoulder. "I love you too," he kissed my forehead. "Thats it?" I gasped making him laugh and gently kissing my lips. "I knew it," an older women hobbled past us winking as she walked away making me slowly pull back. "Who was that?" I looked deep into the brown eyes I had fallen in love with many years ago. "I don't know," he shrugged looking towards the women. "Do you think that?" he cut me off. "It couldn't have been." his head shook. "Maybe it was," he chuckled. "Could you imagine, after all of these years and she still remembers." I sighed. "I still remember," he shrugged. "Your such a goofball," I shook my head kissing his jaw. "But I'm your goofball," he smiled of satisfaction, "And you love me." his gentile lips kissed my forehead. "You're right," I squeezed his hand. "I do love you." I kissed his lips sweetly. "And I love you too," his smiled grew wider. "I knew it," she spoke walking past us again.   

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