Chapter twenty eight

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"Morning sunshine," I smiled. "Morning," she kissed my cheek. "You sleep well," I ran my hand up and down her arm. "Yeah." She nodded. "Good," I smiled. "Did you sleep well?" I kissed her head. "Yeah," I smiled. "Your so perfect." I kissed all around her face. "And you're gorgeous my love." She smiled. "What do you wanna do?" She rolled on top of me. "You won't let me do what I want to," she pouted. "Fine. As long as Easton isn't awake." I smirked. "Ok. I'll go check," she was quick to get off of me and run into Easton's room. She trudged back into our room. "He's awake." She pouted as Easton walked in behind her. "Hi baby," I sat up. "Morning daddy," he crawled onto my lap. "I've got em," she sat up listening to the monitor. "Ok love," I smiled. Easton sat on my lap. "Did you sleep well," I turned him so he faced me. "Mhm," he held his head on my shoulder. "Im glad your home. I didn't like Adam." He shook his head. "Did he make you call him daddy," I ran my hand over his bare back. "He told me that he was my daddy. But I didn't talk to him." He shrugged. "Ok." I nodded. But deep in the pit of my stomach I felt like Adam was her attempt at replacing me. "Say hi to daddy," she walked In holding both children in her arms. They both smiled. "Sammy Nate and Jack are coming over later oh and cam and Nash," she laid the children on the bed. "Hi baby," Easton smiled. "Hi baby," he played with their hands. "Why?" I looked up. "Reasons." She smiled cheekily kissing me gently. The babies had fallen back asleep. "Can we play daddy?" Easton slipped off of my lap. "Fine. But you have to get dressed first," I smiled. "Ok," he ran out of the room. "When their having their nap later today darling. Alright?" Her hand trailed my stomach. "Later babe," I grabbed her wrist. "Alright," she pouted. "Don't be sad," I lifted the babies. "I wanna give you pleasure." She followed me into the boys room. "And you can. Although darling I feel pleasure everyday just being near you," I smiled laying them down in their crib. "I think you are the only person in the world that wants her twins in the same crib," I lifted her from the ground planting a gentile kiss on her lip. "There's probably lots of people that want their twins in the same crib." She contemplated. "Not very many normal people." I mumbled. "I am perfectly normal," she poked my chest. "And I never said you weren't." I lifted off of the ground throwing her straight up. "Shawn," she squealed. "I won't drop you," I smiled setting her on the ground. She nodded. My arm wrapped around her waist as I used my other for support against the wall as I kissed her. "Daddy," Easton yelled confused as he walked around the hallways. "I'm in here bud," I called. He walked into the room. "Can we play now?" He showed me his outfit. "Let me get dressed first." I picked him up. "Nice hair," I whispered. He giggled. "Thanks. I did it just like you," he smiled proudly. "Go decide what game we're gonna play." I smiled sending him into his room. "He looks just like you," she arms wrapped around me. "I know," I chuckled. "He really looks up to you, you know that?" She emphasized. "Yeah. I feel special around that kid." I smiled walking into my closet. I grabbed my leather jacket and jeans matching Easton. I then styled my hair the same way. "You should wear this," I handed her, her cropped leather jacket. "No. I don't wanna show off my scars and stretch marks." She grabbed her normal leather jacket. "I'll wear this one." She slipped it on with a white tank top and smiled. "Your too cute," I smiled lifting her by the back of her thighs. "Am I not allowed to stand anymore?" She chuckled. "Why do you keep picking me up," her lips brushed against mine. "Because. We're closer like this," I leaned in towards her. "Ok," she nodded pushing her lips onto mine. Her legs wrapped around my waist and her hands found my hair. My tongue licked her lip asking for entrance. She gave. Her tongue pushed against mine as she tried to gain dominance. I let her win. Her tongue gently explored my mouth tasting every inch of it as I did the same. Soon we met again and I followed her motion. She had complete control. "Mama. The door," Easton walked in. "Ok bubs. Thank you," she smiled trying to get me to put her down. "Shawn," she whined as I carried her down the stairs. She opened the door. "Hi," she smiled. "Did you get taller?" They walked into the house seeing me. "Oh," they all nodded awkwardly. "Put me down," she turned her head. "Gimme a kiss?" She leaned down pecking my lips. "I won't put you down for that. That's not a real kiss," I shook my head. "Excuse him," she told everyone. "Shawn," she whined. "What's wrong princess?" I pouted. "Put me down." She groaned. "Gimme a kiss," I shrugged. "Fine," she pushed her lips onto mine kissing me with as much passion and force. "Now will you put me down," she slowly pulled away. "Fine. But your mine when they leave." I set her gently on the ground. "Daddy can we play now?" Easton grabbed my hand. "In a minute," Maddy lifted him walking into the living room. "Why not now?" I followed. "Because. I want you to talk to them," she rested her hand on her other hip. "I don't have much to say," my lips pursed a thin line. "Please Shawn. I don't wanna have to pick
between you guys," she rested her head on my chest. Easton had gone with Nash and Cam. "I really don't have anything to say. I'm sorry princess," I shrugged. "It's alright Maddy." Nate reassured. "You tried." Sammy chimed. "And you don't have to pick. We're always gonna be here for you no matter what," they smiled. "Thanks," she hid her face in my chest. "I've gotta go check on the babies," she ran. "Wait," I breathed as they neared the door. "Yeah," they turned to face me. "Don't go." I bit my lip. "Listen Shawn. We're sorry for not letting you in." Nate sighed. "And I'm sorry for throwing you out," Jack chimed. "I know I was probably overreacting but it still hurt. I thought you would've at least given me a chance." I sighed. "She's the love of my life. And I almost lost her and my family. That scares me. I spent three hours last night watching Easton sleep because I still feel like he's gonna be taken away from me. And the babies," I looked down. "I'm sorry for being such a jerk about it." I sighed. "No. You don't really have to be sorry. We weren't looking at things from your side. We just-" I cut him off. "Wanted to protect her?" I looked up. "I know how that feels. When your willing to do anything because you love that one person so much, that no matter who you're hurting it would be worth it because you've finally succeeded." I smiled. "I know what that's like." I nodded. "But from another perspective I was trying to do the same thing," I added. "I was trying to prevent what happened from happening," I rambled. "We should've seen that. But she means everything to us and to loose her or to see her so hurt. It's hard," Nate swallowed. "It's really really hard because we know that we can't fix her. Your the only one that can and I guess it was a mix between jealousy and rage." Sammy shrugged. "Hello dear," I smiled knowing Maddy was right behind me. "Hi," she giggled walking over. "I'm glad you guys are talking," she held the twins. "Gimme," Sammy reached out. She handed him Owen. "Ev's hungry," she looked at the drooling child. "Here," I took him from her arms wiping the drool from his face while she fixed herself up. "So. Different subject," Maddy smiled. As she took Evan back from my arms. "Wedding," Nate smirked. "Yeah. When is that gonna be?" Sammy propped his head up on his elbows after passing Owen to me. "Daddy," Easton whined. "Uncle Cam and uncle Nash are boring. Can we play now," he threw himself onto the couch next to me. "In a sec bud ok. I promise I haven't forgotten," I pouted. "I'll take Owen. Go play with him," Jack nodded. "Thanks," I smiled apologetically. "Alright bud. What do you wanna play," I knelt down to his level. "Let's play trucks," he clapped. He was still awkward with his hands. "Ok let's go play trucks," I stood as his hand grabbed mine leading me into his room where he kept his trucks and such. "Thanks for playing with me daddy," he smiled rolling his car down the ramp. "Anytime." I smiled. We continued rolling cars down the ramp. He was so happy. "Can you hear that?" I looked at him. "What?" He looked confused. "I think I hear the tickle monster," I stood running after him. He squealed running down. "Mama. Help me," he giggled. "Can you hear that," she used the same line as I had. "Not you too," he ran to Jack. "Save me," he shrieked as we got closer to him. "I've got you," I lifted him. "Ahh," he shrieked again. I started tickling him. "D-d-daddy," he kicked laughing loudly. "Stop," he giggled. "Ok. Ok I'll stop," I smirked. I lifted his shirt only a small amount before blowing onto his stomach. It sent vibrations all threw his small body. "No," he kicked. "Daddy," he giggled. Soon I stopped. "Thank you," he was out of breath. "I'm not done yet," I shook my head. "What?" He seemed terrified as he tried to escape. I covered his face in kisses. "Daddy," he giggled. "Come on. It's nap time," I put him on my hip. "Ok," he nodded. "Bye bye," he waved at everyone. "Bye," they waved back at him. I sang softly as we walked up the stairs. "Goodnight daddy. I love you," he cuddled his teddy bear. "I love you too," I kissed his cheek walking out of his room. "They left?" I walked towards her. "Yeah?" She nodded locking the front door. "And the kids are sleeping," I kissed her. "We don't have to do anything if you don't want to," she mumbled. "No. I've waited long enough for you to be able to pleasure me. I don't wanna wait any longer," I whined. "But I've gotta make you hard first," she smirked pulling away from me. "That's never very difficult for you," I rolled my eyes. "I know. But I don't just wanna make you hard, this is special. The first time I get to pleasure you since your birthday two years ago," her hands trailed up my body. "Let's wait until tonight." She kissed my neck. "And why darling?" I whispered. "Because I'm gonna need a while on you," she smiled. "Ok. We'll do it later." I smiled. "Till then I wanna talk about your album," She smiled sitting me on the couch. I brought her on top of me. "What about it?" I kissed her sweetly. "Apparently you wrote the album about me," she paused. "But I've been listening to the teasers on iTunes." I nodded for her to keep going. "Honest isn't about me," she shook her head. "No," I swallowed. "Who's it about? Is it even about anyone?" She messed with my hair. "I wrote it for Easton." I looked down. "Why?" Her soft fingers brought my head back up. "When we lost you," I held her hands in mine. "I was thinking about putting Easton up for adoption." I sighed. "Why?" She coughed. "I love Easton. I love him so much that I was gonna put him up for adoption so he could find a family that could give him what he needed. I have so much love for that kid but when I lost you I left him with one of our parents almost everyday. It hurt me to look at him, because I knew that he loved you I knew he missed you and I knew I would never be able to find someone else who would love that child as much as me. I didn't want to replace you but I wanted for us both to feel the love you once gave us. After two dates I gave up and wrote that song one night after everyone yelled at me for wanting give him up." I looked at the ground again. "I felt terrible. And I still do I just wanted better for him." Her soft lips touched mine. "That's the sweetest thing I've ever heard you say." She ran her hands threw my hair. "I'm glad you didn't give him up," she kissed my nose. "So am I. He kept me going. The constant smile he had on his face. I love him so much," I smiled. "He loves you too," she kissed my cheek. "And I love you," she smiled down at me. "I love you too," my lips brushed against her. "Don't tease," she attached our lips. "Only for you," I smiled. "What do you wanna do princess. In the short amount of time that we have left before the twins wake up," I sweetly kissed her neck. "I don't know," she shrugged. "But I do have something I wanna ask you." She turned so she faced me. "And what might that be?" I smiled. "Is the wedding still on?" She bit her lip. "Of course. Unless you don't want it to be?" I worried. "It's not that I just feel really guilty after the other day with a-" I cut her off. "Don't say his name," I shook my head. "It hurts me too much," I tightly shut my eyes. "Wanna tell me why?" Her fingers laced in my hair. "He took my family away. And even if it was just a day I'm sure it would've been much longer if you wanted it to have been." I pouted. "I'm sorry baby. I never meant to hurt you. Although in my defence I told Adam to go fuck himself and he followed me back," she argued. "So you didn't pick him?" I chocked. "Why does it matter who I pick?" She started getting suspicious. "Because I told Adam that you loved me and I loved you and that he had no chance and then you ended up with him instead of me." I looked at the floor. "It's stupid I know," her soft fingertips grazed over my face. "It's kinda cute," she lifted my head. "But it hurts me a little that you think if choose Adam over you." She pouted. "Of corse if choose you. I love you, and if I'm being honest I never actually liked Adam. Not even while we were dating," she blushed. "I love you too, and every girl that I ever dated." I chuckled. "I pretended they were you," my lips pushed against hers. "Your so sweet," I smiled licking her lips. "Your minty," she giggled into my mouth as her tongue hit mine. "And your both disgusting," Maggie's voice rang. "Shut up," Maddy waved. Her tongue continued flicking against mine. "Nope. I don't like this," Carter and Maddox walked in. "How did you even get in here?" I pulled away from Maddy. "Spare key," they shrugged. Maddy head nuzzled in my shoulder. "Why are you here?" I stood bringing Maddy with me. "Because. We need to apologize." Sabrina sighed. "We're all sorry for making you hate us. And not letting you see her in the house or in the hospital." Maggie but her lip. "And I'm sorry for trying to bury you in your sleep," Summer mumbled. "You what?" I gasped. "It's a pact we have." Maddy's head moved so she faced me. "She almost buried Adam," Maddy shrugged. "Yeah," she looked at the floor. "So what do you just Cary a shovel with you everywhere in case you need to bury me," I rolled my eyes. "Yeah actually." She chuckled. "You'd let your friends bury me?" I pouted. "Not at the moment," her finger fiddled with my hair. "But," I gasped. "I'm just kidding. I would never let them bury you. Even if you hurt me," she kissed my nose. "Good." I smiled. Easton gasped from the top of the stairs. "Uncle madds," he smiled able to see only him from where he stood. "Hey kiddo," he ran down the stairs and I to his arms. "How you doing?" He held him against his hip. "I'm good. How are you?" He smiled. "I'm good," Maddox nodded. "Where are the littler ones," Carter smiled taking Easton. "Hi uncle C," he hugged him. "What about me," Maggie gasped. "Aunt Maggie," he giggled overwhelmed by all of the people. "You can't forget me," Summer joked taking him from Maggie. "Or me," bri pouted. "Hi aunty bri." He giggled. "I'll be right back," Maddy kissed me quickly as she went to get the boys. "Fine," I pouted. "How are you two adapting with the whole three kids thing?" Sabrina asked as she played on he ground with Easton. "It's ok. The only thing is when one cries the other cries too. And when one wakes up the other wakes up too," I sighed. Maddy walked down with two perfectly swaddled babies. "Who wants to take Evan for a minute?" She walked down the stairs. "It's only right that I take him because twins," he pointed between him and Maddy. "And twins," he pointed at the children. "Alright alright. Here," she handed him the baby walking towards the couch. "Is baby hungry?" I took him from her arms unswaddling him so her could eat. Drool ran down his face. "You look so much like your mommy," I chuckled. "I don't drool," she took him and wiped his face before she began feeding. "You did when you first met him," Summer hollered making everyone laugh. "Because he was hot back then," she rolled her eyes as she fed Owen. "Back then?" I mocked. "I'm still hot," I slowly unzipped my leather jacket. Sabrina turned red. I slowly took off the grey T-shirt that I wore underneath. "You've still got it," Summer shrugged nonchalantly. I started laughing. "She thinks so," I pointed. "I second that," Maggie raised her hand. "Me too," Sabrina nodded. "You've always had it," she smiled puckering her lips. I gave her a quick gentile kiss as she fed the child. "Am I the only one that thinks he needs to put a shirt on?" Carter looked around. "Nope. I'm with you on that one," Maddox covered Sabrina's eyes. "Me too," Easton's hand shot up. "Your supposed to be on my side," I shook my head. "But you have squares all over your belly," he poked them. "These squares," I made air quotations. "Are actually called muscle," I chuckled. "Oh," his eyebrows furrowed. "I still think you should wear a shirt," he held it out to me. "Fine," I slipped the grey T-shirt over my head. "Thank you," he smiled. "Ok. Well it's getting late." Maggie handed me Evan. "We should be going. But call us and we can plan something," Sabrina smiled closing the door behind her. "You know she's not wrong. It is getting late. Are you tired yet?" She bent down to Easton's level. "No," he shook his head. "Wanna watch a movie," she smiled handing me Owen and telling me to put them in their crib. 

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