The Unreachable Wife

32- She Is My Home

Sumugod agad ako sa airport matapos mabasa ang mga walang kwentang pinagsasabi ng mga tao tungkol sa aking asawa at kay Hayward. Sa umpisa ay sinubukan kong magtimpi at huwag magpadala sa aking emosyon. Anya is in show business world and issues like that comes once in a while yan ang paulit-ulit kung inisip para pakalmahin ang aking sarili. But every time that fucking Hayward's confession crossed my mind, dagdagan pa ng mga nabasa ko online, umaabot hanggang buto ang aking galit. How could he be so careless for dragging my wife into this chaos? With his status, confession on television wasn't an act of a gentleman. Gusto niya lang magmukhang cool sa mata ng mga tagahanga niya nang hindi iniisip ang magiging resulta kay Anya ng mga sinabi niya. Huwag na huwag ko lang makakaharap ang lalaking iyon dahil may dadapong sapak sa pagmumukha niya!

But, what really feared me most was the idea that Anya might be swayed by the issue. Baka madala siya sa pang-uudyok ng mga tao. Paano kung ito na naman ang simula ng hindi namin pagkakaunawaan? Yan ang hindi ko hahayaang mangyari. Minsan ng nasayang ang sampung taon namin dahil sa isang simpleng di pagkakaunawaan at hindi na ito mauulit....That was why I knocked in front of her door and kissed her deeply right after she opened it. I knew she was mine but being separated from her for few weeks felt like I had to reseal and reclaim my property again.

I missed her so much enough that a single glance of her lips made me go wild and drop everything. Hindi ko tinigilan ang malalim na paghalik. I missed the sweetness of her tongues, the softness of her lips and the warmth of her breath. I cupped her face with my hands. Our lips wouldn't part unless I allow it. My kisses were telling her na kahit sino at kahit ilan pang lalaki ang magtapat sa kanya, akin lang siya! Akin lang ang mga labi niya! Akin lang ang buong katawan niya! At akin lang ang puso niya!

The smell of her wet hair and the fragrance of her soap intensified my wildness. An electrifying hotness were gradually flowing all over me until I realized that there was something down there slowly having its hardness on its own. Nah! It had to wait. It was disrespectful to do it right after you stepped inside the house of your woman. Saka ko lamang binitawan ang kanyang mukha at pinakawalan ang kanyang mga labi. Kunway bumuga ako nang hinga at ngumiti. "Best greeting ever," I winked.

Humahangos na ngumiti din siya habang titig na titig sa aking mukha. " I still can't believe you're here."

"Mamaya paulit-ulit kitang papaniwalain," I mumbled to myself while looking around.

"What?"

"Nothing. I said you have a nice place." 

Malambing na ipinulupot niya ang mga kamay sa aking beywang. "It's not just my place. It's our place. What's mine is yours and what's yours is mine."

Tumaas ang aking kilay at ngingiti-ngiting tiningnan ang aking asawa. "Really? Can I sell it so you'd be homeless here and just live with me in Villa Rafael."

Napatanga siya.

"Just kidding..." bawi ko. But I wondered to myself if it was really a joke.

"How was your trip?" tanong niya. "I think you are very tired. I'm sure ang aga mong nag drive papuntang airport." Dinampot niya ang bag na basta ko na lang nailapag sa sahig dahil sa sobrang kasabikan na mahalikan siya. "Ang gaan naman nito."

"Babalik din ako bukas ng Villa Rafael." Kinuha ko sa kanya ang bag. Kahit gaano pa kagaan I won't allow her to carry things for me.

"Bakit ang bilis naman?!" she frowned and stomped right away.

" I have appointment with the lawyer. Ini-reschedule ko na nga," maamong katwiran ko.

"I-reschedule mo na lang ulit. Two days. Just stay here for two days then I'll be very happy already," sabay ngiti niya nang malambing. Kumapit siya sa aking braso at idinikit dito ang kanyang pisngi. "Sige na pleaseee... Lander pleaseee.... Sweetheart pleaseee."