Shawn Mendes Imagines

hate

"Y/N OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE!" you heard Shawn yelling as he banged his fists on the door. You didn't answer, you just sat there staring at your bloody wrists, tears pouring down your face. You and Shawn had only been dating for two months now but it was so hard. Instead of keeping it a little secret you both went public with it. And Shawn's fans didn't approve of you two dating at all. You couldn't get on twitter without getting hate. Fan after fan bashing you with hateful words. You didn't want to believe the things they were saying to you, but after reading so many you couldn't help but believe it all. "Y/N JUST PLEASE SAY SOMETHING ANY THING JUST TELL ME YOU'RE OK" You heard Shawn say on the other side of the door. You could hear the shakiness in his voice. He was so worried about you. "Babe please I'm helpless without knowing you're ok." Finally you could hear him sobbing from the other side of the door. You reach up and unlock the door. You tell Shawn to come in. As he opens the door he looks down to see you crying with your face buried in your hands. He sees your wrists covered in cuts and blood. He just stares at you for a second trying to figure out whats wrong. "Y/n oh my god are you okay? We need to get you to the hospital babe look at me." Shawn says worried as he bends down trying to get you to look at him. "I'm fine Shawn there just a couple of cuts" you say still crying into your hands. "Y/n that's not just a couple of cuts babe." he says. You finally look at him. You study the sadness and worry in his eyes. He sits next to you grabbing your arm softly studying the cuts carefully. He gets up quickly to get you a washcloth from the drawer. He puts it under cold water. Soon sitting back next to you Shawn takes your arm carefully and sets it in his lap covering it carefully with with the cold cloth. You pull back a little as you feel a sting on your arms. "I know it hurts babe. But we gotta clean you up." Shawn says lightly whipping the blood off your arm. Silence fills the room for a couple of seconds while Shawn continues to clean you up. "Why? What lead you to do this?" You hear Shawn ask. You didn't answer him. "Babe you know you can tell me anything." finally you look up at him. He wipes the tears from your cheeks. "The hate from all of your fans. It's just continuous death threats and hate. I can't get on any social media site without being called ugly or being told to kill myself." Shawn pulls you into his arms holding you tight. "You know none of the things they say to you are true. You're beautiful and sweet. You have this amazing smile that I miss so much. All these lies need to stop." Shawn says to you placing a kiss on your forehead. "Its just so hard" you say to him still crying a bit. "I know it's hard. And we will get through this together." Shawn says standing up holding out his hand to help you up off the floor. You take his hand and get up. He picks you up bridal style and carries you to your bed. Setting you down he hops next to you and pulls the covers over you both. He pulls his phone out. "I'm going to stop all of this now" he said typing something on his phone. Seconds later your phone beeps and the notification says 'ShawnMendes just posted a tweet' you open it and read 'To everyone hating on Y/N, who are you to judge the life she lives? She isn't perfect nor does she have to be, she's as perfect as I need her to be. Before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean.' You look up at Shawn with tears in your eyes and give him a gentle kiss as a thank you. "I love you Y/n. And nothing or anyone will ever change that." you hear Shawn say as you slowly fall asleep in his arms.