Hidden Intentions

Prologue

3 years ago...

Today was a chill day in 4th period for me since I finished all my work that is due at the end of week. Like always I sat in the back with my best friend Michael. Michael has been my best friend ever since the beginning of the school year. We don't have much in common but I think it's the different personalities that had set us off well.

"So Shanice when you going to be my girl"

"I'm good Mickey, you a man whore"

"Aye the females come to me"

"But you still accept their offer"

"Come on Sha, the whole school already thinking we go together so let's make it official" he had a smirk on his face letting me know that he not serious he's just joking

"Please, you ain't ready to give up all those hoes just to be faithful to one, now get out my face with this shit"

I playfully pushed him into the direction of the empty seat in the other row where his dramatic ass fell out his seat onto the floor

"Damn, sha you ain't have to do me like that... you know I'm just playing girl but you coming over today after school?" he said getting up off the floor standing over me. Michael is 6'0 tall, dark chocolate skin color, brush cut with waves, well-built body from him working out every day, with the most precious hazel eyes I have ever seen. It's no surprise all these hoes be throwing their pussy his way. Michael is one fine as motha f****. I would've been pulled him if he was just my type but sadly he's nowhere near.

"Yea I guess, plus we need to finish the last few things on that project for Mrs. Station" The bell rung signaling us to move on to the next class

"OH yea. Alright than I'll see you after school sha"

"Uhuh"

After two more classes' school was finally over I walked past the people in the crowded hallways waving at people that I know. As I walked towards the bus loop I found Michael leaning on a wall with a lot of girls surrounding him. I walked up to them and one girl had the nerve to size me and asks Michael if I was the ugly hoe I'm blowing him off for

"first off she's not a hoe second you need to clean that lil filthy attitude and mouth of yours if you want to get down someday this my best friend Shanice have some respect" She gave a me a fake smile and put her hand out to shake "hi I'm Cyndi" I looked between her and her hand

"that's Nice" I ignored her hand that was waiting to be shake I have no idea where her hands been she could've been feeling all  in a nigga boxers I'm good, I grabbed Michael's hand and told him to lets go he waved bye to the girls and we started walking to his house. He lived a few blocks away from school so it was no problem walking

"Is your mom working overtime today?"

"Yea like always" he replied with a lil disappointment in his voice. Michael lives with his mom, and never met his father, his mom works overtime like all the time just to keep a roof over her and Michaels head, food on the table, and clothes on their back. You would never guess his situation at home since his shoe game stayed on point; we wear uniform to school so you really couldn't tell anything else about his swag.

When we got to his house I put my bag down beside his bed kicked my shoe off and plopped myself on his bed, he brought out his laptop so we can finish the last and final part of the project. For someone who acts dumb all the time Michael was very smart he just never wants to use his head so I challenged him to finish the last part of the project by himself.

An Hour later he typed a full essay on what we learned about that course, it was well written I was so proud of him we sent it to Mrs. Station and I closed his laptop and put it on his nightstand I caught him staring at me "what?"

"Your lips look so pretty right now"

"Thanks if you're trying to get a kiss tough luck"

"Are you sure about that?"

"Positive?" he grabbed me and tackled me down to where he was on top of me, I finally stopped fighting back when his weight became too much to bear

"So may I have this kiss?" I puckered my lips and gave him a peck

"What the fuck was that?"

"That was a kiss you know I never go pass that"

"Oh yea you will today" I turned my head cause I sure enough was not ready to go further than just a peck. When I looked up at him it looked like he was slowly getting mad. That kind of scared me because I never seen him mad before but I brushed the feeling off "can you get off me please"

"Not until you give me a real kiss"

"No mikes just get off me please"

"You know you don't want me to do that for real" he started feeling on thighs moving his hands slowly up where he pulled up my shirt; I stopped him before he was able to pull it up over my bra

"Mike what are you doing get off me please"

"Why don't you just lay there and cooperate and everything will be ok"

"Nigga that's what you call rape get off me" I started kicking and throwing punches he pinned me hands down and tried to continue while I screamed for him to get off. Nothing seemed to work

"stop moving you're making this more difficult than it has to be" I can't believe this nigga had the nerve to tell me that shit I'm a virgin and he know that shit and have the nerve to do this tears started to roll down my face. My phone was too far for me to even call for help so I kept fighting he got tired of it so he went into his drawer and pulled out his gun. My eyes got wide

"if you even move or think about hitting me I won't be afraid to use this" he placed it on the bed beside me I was so scared to do anything I just laid there silently crying while he took the most precious thing away from me.

20 minutes later....

"see it wasn't that bad, shit it was actually better than I expected but here get dress" he handed me my clothes and kissed me on the cheek like that's supposed to make it better he put the gun away and walked out the room. I took all of my stuff and walked to the bathroom, the second I stood up in between my legs were burning it was so hard walking to the bathroom without falling. I cleaned myself up put my stuff on and took my phone out. I had 5 missed calls from my sister, one from my mom, and 10 text messages from my sister. I decided to call her; she picked up on the first ring

"Shanice where the fuck are you I been calling you like crazy it's not like you to not text me back after school"

"Jhanae can you just please come pick me up"

"Wait you crying? Sis what happened? You know what never mind I'm a block away from Michael's house that's where you at right?"

"Yea"

"You can come outside now I'll be there in like 30 seconds" I hung up the phone and walked outside to the front door not looking or caring to where Michael is. When I opened the door Jhanae happened to be pulling up I got in the car and we drove home in silence.

When we got home I told her everything that happened she wanted to kill Michael herself but I told her not to just relax he's going to get his soon anyway.