She's lost In A Sea Of Poetry

I Won't Know Till

I could break him,Smash him, Stomp on his heart,Tell him I'm done and he'd be affected by it.

But that's the thing i couldn't do it.

I couldn't hurt him.

He could smile,hug his ex girlfriend and I'd run in the other direction but he could put his foot down and i couldn't without being too scared of hurting him,so I'd just let him hurt me.

I would keep my mouth shut.

I wouldn't say a word.

I stopped confronting him when something went wrong.

He had turned into my disease but i was still his cure.

What do you do with someone like that?

Should you save yourself?

I guess i should save myself but i just can't find myself to do it.

I can't hurt him.

I don't want to hurt him but he's hurting me.

It's like i don't know if I'm what he wants anymore and i wont till i hear about the pain i might put him though.

I wont know till we've broken up and he can't stand being without me.

I wont know how much i meant to him until he shows how much i meant,if i ever really did mean anything to him.