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~'I wanted them back... Thanks for reminding be how screwed up I am!~
"Samantha!" John called after me. I didn't hear him that much. "Tim, you idiot, what did you do?!" I didn't hear his answer because the only sound I began to hear was my thumping heart beating into my ears. I knew John was following me, but I didn't stop. I ran up the stairs, never slowing down and forgetting the fear of me pounding on glass.
I felt like I was having a anxiety attack. My mind wasn't really processing, but yet I understood everything. It was weird. I never felt the way I was feeling. People gave me curious glances that I ignored. I knew I wasn't getting the same effect from guys as before, I now had a tear streaked face.
I came into the halls, looking around desperately for a balcony. There had to be one somewhere, right?
"Sam!" John yelled. He still chasing me? "Go away!" I screamed back. After another five minutes of playing cat and mouse, I hid in a random room. John went past me, still thinking I was running. I let go a breath I didn't know I was holding. And it didn't make me feel better. My breathing was if I ran a marathon.
I got out of the room, my tears never stopping even if I did have a control over them. Finally. I thought when I saw two french doors. I opened them and was welcomed by a gentle breeze. "Mommy." I whispered into the wind. It was huge out here, I came to the rail and peeked over. I was on the side of the mansion.
I took my heels off and decided that I didn't want to live anymore. I didn't care at the moment that suicide was a sin. That I might go to hell even if I wasn't religious. I wanted my family back, one way or another.
I held on the the side brick where some were sticking out as a design. I gripped one and stood up on the rail. 'Seriously, your going to end your life now? At a party? This won't bring your parents back.' That little voice told me.
"I want my family back!" I yelled to no one. At that moment I started lightly sobbing, holding on tighter to the brick. I looked at the scenery in the distance. I saw the ocean and tall buildings. Hell, I even saw a faris wheel. Would I never see that again?
I took my free hand and wiped away the tears that seemed to slow down. My sister. My brothers. My parents. Am I wasting my life for something that would happen? Who knew what really happened when you died. I almost lost footing and fell back, better than falling foward. I looked over. God, that was a long way down-
"Samantha?" John asked from behind me. No, it wasn't supposed to be like this. I looked over my shoulder. John's hands was on his knee's and he was trying to catch his breath.
"I've been looking everywhere for yo- what the hell are you doing?!" John asked, realizing the situation.
"What's it look like I'm doing you moron?" I asked. John looked speechless.
"Please tell me your not doing what I think your doing." John pleaded. I shrugged, my heart rate speeding up as my foot almost slipped. Again. John slapped a hand over his forehead and he walked closer to where I was at and looked up at me with his hand still on his face.
"You didn't look like the type." Was all he said. I wanted to lunge at him at that moment.
"Seriously? That's it? No cliche, 'why would you end your life, come with me'- Some Titanic bull? Something?!" I asked in disbelief.
"Fine, you jump I jump?" John asked dramatically.
"This is not what I expected to happen if I were to go suicide." I murmured to myself.
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The Hard Times Of Samantha Lace
Teen FictionJohn Kane and Samantha lace are two totally different people: Samantha went through things no human being should have to go through. Losing all of your family isn't very pleasant. Heart brake is something no girl should experience. Ever. She went th...