The Best Mistake| L u c a y a

T e n- Girl Meets Confusion

Edited ✔️

The sun shined in my face.
I got up and felt air.
I looked down and saw I was naked under the covers.
I quickly covered myself.

"I did it again"
Crap
I looked over the bed and saw..
Josh.

I got up from the cover and put on my underwear.
I then put on my bra.

"Good morning maya"
I jumped up.
Was he watching me this whole time putting on my undergarments?

"You IDIOT!!" I shouted.
"What did I do?"
"Well You might consider looking under your covers"
He took a peak under his covers.
Then, he had the face of disapprovment.

"Maya tell me we -"
"I don't know what we did, Josh" I said while puting on my pants.(her outfit is above)
"Then why-"
I pushed my hands in to my hair
"I don't know Josh!! I just don't! Right now my life is a total mess! I'm kissing Lucas now you?"

I sat next to Josh.
He sat up and stroked my hair. He kissed my head.
"Maya, you are human. It's normal to make Mistakes"
"But how could I be so stupid!?"
"You are not stupid. You are a wonderful angel"

It was quiet for a few minutes.
"Maya, you should know that what we did last night- whatever we did.. I'm happy we did it. My body aches for your body on mine"

Josh Reached out and grabbed my hand.
I quickly pulled away, trying to process what he said

Why did he just say? I'm so confused
Did he just say what he wants a broken, dumb, stupid girl's body?

I looked at him up and down
"Josh you don't know what you are saying"
"I think I do, Maya." he replied stroking my thigh.

"Josh.. I don't know what I'm doing"
His thumb stroked my face this time.

"Maya. You are beautiful, smart, kind, magical, sweet your smile makes me melt in to little pieces of love and comes back together every time you kiss me. Nothing is more magical than you"
"I was stupid to say all those years that we were 3 years apart. I never knew what I was missing out on."

I smiled a bit. But then I realized. Threw this whole conversation he was naked.
"I just need time"

I grabbed my phone and keys then told Josh "you stay here. I will just go outside"
It's weird how I'm leaving my own house and letting him stay here.
"Maya I-"

Josh got up quickly and put on his boxers.
I covered my eyes to not see anything. Although, I wanted to see that for all those years when I had a crush on him.

Now, I don't know what I want .
Or what I'm doing.

Riley is going to kill me if she found out I kissed her long term boyfriend and her uncle.
I got outside and started to think.
The fresh air blew in to my hair.

But why would she be upset if I kissed her uncle.
I honestly am very confused.
Why do I feel this way?
What is wrong with me?
Why am I going after guys?
Am I a player?
You might as well call this Girl Meets Confusion.

"Maya?"
I turned around and saw.... 
"I know what I feel, Maya"

Authors note
Hey!!
Happy weekend!
So this is kinda a cliffhanger
QUESTION: who you think it is?
What do u think the person feels?
Do u have any ideas for any future chapters?
Get the comments rolling!! ❤️😄👍
Xoxo
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Nikki