N i n e- Girl Meets Confession

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"Hey"
"Hey Maya what's up?"
"Josh I  really need your help would you mind coming over?"
"No not at all I'll be there in 5 mins"
He hung up the phone.

I really feel like a player right now.
I'm going after Lucas
And now I am inviting Josh over to just 'talk' ?
What is wrong with me?

Ok this time nothing will really happen at all.
He does not even like me.
We are 3 years apart. As he always says.

I heard a knock on the door and went to open it.
"Hey josh!"
"Wow Maya you look amazing"
I tried to hide my blush.
I didn't want him to know I was child.
I wanted him to see me as a mature 17 year old.

"Dude it's not like we are going on a date. "
I wore ripped jeans with a white tank top and a grey cardigan sweater (picture above)
What's so good about it?

I looked down then I noticed that my shirt was up and you can see my belly.
I pushed it down and let Josh come in.

"So what do you need to talk about?"
"Well.. Promise me you will not tell Riley I  just really need someone to talk to and it can't be Riley becuase.. I did something behind her  back" I whispered that part very low.

"What did you do? " Joshes eyes popped
"I kissed someone I should not have  kissed in a million years. He is hers not mine. They love each other since middle school"
"Maya, did You kiss Lucas. As in the cowboy?!"
I noded.

I let out a small sigh, leaned back and ran my fingers threw my hair.
"Josh I just don't know what i feel"
It was silent for a moment "Josh?"

"Damn it maya!! Why did you kiss him? You should have kissed me!"
"What Josh what are you talking about. You are the one who always said we were 3 years apart.
So don't go around cursing at me and all of a sudden wanting me!" I shouted
I can't believe I said that.

"Well why did you kiss Lucas he is not yours. I want to be yours and I just want it now!"
"I hate you for doing this to me!"
I can't believe  it!

I need to stay strong I can't go around kissing boys.
Although I wanted it so so bad for many years.
"I hate you!" I shouted at him
"I hate you even more!" He should back
All of a shdden he came closer to me grabbed my but and picked me up.

He pushed me against the wall and pinned me up.
I kissed him hard.
He started taking off my sweater.
Then Sticking his hands up my tank top.
I stopped his hand for a minute.
I gazed in to his eyes.
Then I kissed him again knowing that I want this.

I will be a player and will make these mistakes.
Although, the mistake I did with Lucas was one of The Best Mistake.

Authors note
Hey!!
QUESTION: Does maya love LUCAS if she says it is the best mistake?
Don't forget this is still a flashback and Maya is not pregnant. Yet.
Comment down below suggestios and answers and what you think
❤️ nikki
Hello I'm Nikki from the future. So Im Re reading this and I'm really starting to think
1. This is going a little to fast. I know sometimes feel like that about books I'm sorry if you feel that way.
2. I am involving multiple ships here that you probably don't want to read because you came here to read aLUCAYA fan book (duh) so I'm sorry for the joshaya and RUCAS moments. It just goes with the flow.
LOVE YOU!!!

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