Lost Memories

Disoriented.

Jade's

Actually, nakakainis. Kailangan ba talaga na ganun ipakita niya sa harap ni miggy, i feel bad for my baby boy. I saw him, all confused and sad about her mommy acting that way.

"Baby, i'm sorry. Na-alipungatan lang siguro si mommy mo. Stress lang yun sa work, Wag mo nalang alalahanin pa. Kain ka na at pupunta tayo kayla dada."

"Okay lang po mommy jade. Siguro nga po, panget lang po ang gising niya."

I know there was something wrong, i just don't get it why, we we're so okay yesterday. I know pressured na siya sa mga clients pero, bakit naman ako nadadamay.

I know, it's my fault i didn't wake her up, i forgot about the meeting and she look like she needed more rest.

Okay, ang cold niya at hindi ko maiwasang mabothered sa kung ano ba ang problema. Miggy and i left after breakfast, and head to my parents house. He is now playing with his cousin, dada, mama and i are having coffee at our lanai.

"Hija? May problema ka ba? Kanina kapa di nagsasalita." Mama noticed i'm not in myself and just staring in my phone.

"Wala po, ahmm, mama, dada can i just go to my room? Sumakit bigla ulo ko eh."

"Okay anak, magpahinga ka muna dun."

I got in to my room, i missed this. It just feels good to still have my room here even if i'm staying with althea. I lay down to my bed and I heared my phone ranged, i thought it was althea, but it was an unknown number.

"Hello. Who's this please?"

"Jade?" A voice i wouldn't forget. I knew it was her, i smiled.

"Gabby?"

"Yes, Hi jade! What's up?"

"Hey! Ahmm, i'm.. I'm doing great.. How about you gabby?"

"Well, i'm okay! Tumawag lang para malaman mo yung number ko, and to ask you, are you free tomorrow?"

"Oh okay i'll save it! Well, its sunday gabby, and althea, miggy and i usually spend it together, family day. How about on monday?"

"Okay sure! I'll see you on monday then! Bye jade!"

"Okay, bye!"

Bigla nalang ako na-good mood. I fell asleep, i woke up it was already 5pm.
I quickly got into my feet, and got out of the room. I saw all of them about to start the dinner.

"Hija halika na kain na tayo!"

Umupo nalang ako, and checked my phone there we're no messages, And so i texted althea.

'Lablab, susunod ka ba dito? Papaunahin ko na sila magdinner, sabay nalang tayo, hintayin na kita.'

'I can't. Kain ka na din, sabayan mo na sila. Sa bahay na tayo magkita.'

'Ahh. Ganun ba? Why? Still busy? Don't forget to eat lablab. See you later. I heart you.'

Sa totoo lang, hindi ganyan magtext si althea. Mas sweet siya kesa sakin, kaya alam kong may mali.

'Yeah. Sorry, dami pang kailangan ayusin. Kakain nalang din kami ni batchi.'

Yun lang? naiinis na ko. Kaya hindi na ko nagreply. Kumain nalang ako.

We got home at around 7pm. Althea's is still not yet home. Baka busy lang talaga siya, miggy and i watched a movie while waiting for althea, the movie then ended and miggy is already sleepy.

"Antok ka na baby? Sige na ako nalang mag hihintay kay mommy mo. Pahinga ka na din."

Hinatid ko siya sa kwarto niya at hinantay ko makatulog.

Humiga lang ako sa couch, still bothered, and i fell asleep.

"Jade..jade..lipat ka na sa kwarto."

Tiningnan ko siya. At tiningnan ko ang watch ko, nakita akong 1am na pala.

"Oh lab! Anong oras na bakit ngayon ka lang? Kanina pa kita hinihintay, nakatulog na ko dito."

"Sorry halika na sa kwarto."

I kissed her cheek.

"Uminom ka? Kala ko busy ka. Kaya ka pala ginabi na."

"Konti lang, nagkaayaan lang kami ni batchi."

We then head to our room, at hindi ko na kaya pang pigilan.

"Ano bang problema althea? Kagabi ko pa napapansin eh. Alam ko meron, bakit di mo nalang sabihin! Kesa pinapraning mo ko ng ganito!"

She stared at me. "Sino si gabby sa buhay mo jade?"

Na-shock ako. So this is about gabby.
"Huh? I already told you she's a friend."

"I saw how you looked at her jade! There's something different! At hindi mo nga siya kahit kaylan binanggit sakin eh!"

"Ano bang iniisip mo? Nagsselos ka? Althea she's just a friend nothing more."

"Sagutin mo ang tanong ko!"

"I met her at..tagaytay. She helped me out when i was all drunk and messed up."

"So you flirted with her?"

"No!! Althea, ano bang pinagsasasabi mo! Hindi ako ganun!"

"Okay, i'm sorry. jade, i'm really sorry. Kinain lang ako ng selos ko. Napraning lang din ako."

"Althea, hindi ko gagawin sayo yun. Kaya please, wag mo ko pagisipan ng masama. Gabby is really nice and fun to be with, i think your gonna get along. She loves to sing."

"Okay, okay i'm sorry for acting this way lablab ha?"

"Okay lang po, cute mo magselos ah at the same time nakakainis kasi iba ka magtext, ang init ng ulo mo sakin."

"I just, well i know that i'm not perfect jade, na may mas pa sa lahat ng kaya kong gawin."

"Oo lab, pero ikaw lang ang gusto ko. Ikaw lang ang mahal ko. At kahit sino pa yan, walang makakapantay sayo sa puso ko."

She kissed me. And hugged me tight, i kissed her so bad, i felt guilty to how she noticed how happy i am to see gabby, she know me too well that i couldn't hide anything.