He left us-3 (Finale) {COMPLETED}

I love you,Goodbye Shea

Diamond's kids
1.Messiah Ace Wright
2.Shaela Diamond(Shae) Wright
3.Adonis O'Shea Wright
4.Shaniyah Demi Wright
5.Sincere Creed Wright
6.Abrielle Shea Wright
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{Shea Wright}
Breakfast was served and messiah had an announcement he wanted to make, Carina, Ayana,Amayah,Shaela, and Adonis and I all sat down with our plates of food. "Ayana and I have some news we've been waiting to share". "WE'RE EXPECTING!" They shouted in excitement "OH MY GOSH CONGRATULATIONS!" I hugged them both "Congratulations big bro, congratulations Ayana!" Shaela hugged them "Congratulations!" Adonis said "Congratulations that's awesome!" Amayah-Gorgeous shook Messiah's hand and hugged Ayana. "Congratulations you two!" Carina smiled. Everyone was so happy, We all took guesses at the gender and celebrated with food and laughter, Messiah and Ayana were planning on doing a home water birth. "You're strong, I believe you can do it!" I said "Thank you!" She smiled. "Messiah get ready for your hand to be broken!" Shae joked  "It's okay baby, you can squeeze my hand hard as you need!" Messiah said to Ayana.  After breakfast Shae and I cleaned up  "Diamond hasn't texted me back from yesterday, I don't know what's up with her." Shae said "Well maybe she's just doing her thing!" I shrugged my shoulders  "Ooh speak of the devil, she wants me to get the kids, I'll see y'all tomorrow or something!" Shae hugged everyone before her and Carina left. Messiah and Ayana left soon after them and now it was just Amayah and I, the triplets were at grandma and pop's house for the weekend. "Can I ask you something?" Amayah was playing with my curls "What's up?" I gave her all my attention "Would you ever let me touch you, like finger you?" She asked I sat in silence for a while because I hated that question so much "I don't want penetration." I went to get up but she pulled my arm "Where are you going?" She asked "To take a walk!" I said "Why, we are alone, let's relax." Amayah climbed into my lap once I sat down, she started kissing on my face and neck "Why do you want to finger me?" I asked "To pleasure you!" She said "I don't know!" "Babe why don't you want to be touched?" She asked "I don't have a good answer." Amayah was still kissing and feeling on me, her hand was in my black sweatpants, she played with my clit "Baby!" I grabbed her hand "Let go!" She demanded "Mmm okay!" I moaned as her fingers caressed my clitoris, can't lie that shit felt amazing! "You like that?" Amayah grabbed my shirt and pulled it off, and then she took my sports bra off and started sucking on my nipples "Mmm oooo!" I moaned and bit my bottom lip. Never knew my nipples were this sensitive because I don't touch myself, I don't masturbate either so yea... "Baby can I do what I want?" She asked "Depends on what that means!" I placed my hands on her ass "It means everything you do to me!" She kissed and sucked on my breast and nipples. "Ummm!?" I looked at her like she was crazy "Babe it doesn't have to be with the same dildo, we could get a small one, six inches!" She said "Nah, I told you plenty of times I'm not into that!" I pushed her off of me gently, grabbed my shirt and bra and put it back on "Why don't you want me to touch me?" Amayah was now standing in front of me "I let you go down on me, no one ever done that before but now you want to finger me and strap me, that's too much!" I shook my head "Nevermind." She walked off and so did I, I grabbed my car keys and left. Why can't any of the women I fucking dated respect the fact I don't want to be touched, like Amayah-Gorgeous is my wife and I made it very clear I don't want to be penetrated. Wtf 🤬
Knock knock knock ✊🏾
"Who is it?" Iyla said "Shea!" "Whaddup?" She pulled me into a hug and dap me up "Nothing much, Am I intruding?" I asked "Nah come in!" She said "What's up?" Iyla handed me a glass of wine "Ooh you popped open the good shit, But on some real, Amayah kinda reminding me on Honey and I don't know what to do." I took a sip of the wine "What you mean?" She leaned back on the kitchen island "Like wanting to do all that touchy touchy stuff!" I sighed "You still ain't been fucked?" Iyla laughed "What's funny?" I raised a brow "Nothing bro, but to be honest I was the same way until I finally let my girl finger me, that shit hurts for a few seconds but I'm telling you bro, it feels good as fuck!" Iyla took a swig on her wine "Maaaan!" I shook my head "I'm serious Shea, it feels good, It'll have you wanting to try the strap!" Iyla had to be joking. "You took strap?" I had a shocked expression on my face "I took eight inches, trust me man, it feels good when it's with the right one, you got to let your guard down, not saying take a dildo up your cooch but shit at least take some fingers!" Iyla said. "I'll think about it!" I finished off my wine "You want more?" She asked "Yea I'll take another cup!" I nodded "Got you!" Iyla filled my glass, We talked about our kids and our lives, even talked about the future a bit before I left to go back home.
Baby: Can you come home now 🙄
Baby: I miss you and I'm sorry
Baby: Shea please answer me! I don't like having to worry if you crashed or something
Me: I went to Iyla's, coming home now
Baby: I'm sorry babe
Baby: Can you say something
Me: ima crash if I keep texting you back Amayah
Baby: sorry 😢
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Amayah-Gorgeous

"Baby!" I ran out to the car and hugged my wife, I didn't mean to upset her "I'm sorry!" I kissed all over her face, she started giggling "It's okay, it's okay!" She hugged me back "I didn't mean to upset you." I said "I know babe, I just overreacted, I always overreact when it comes to that situation." She sighed "Look what I have though!" Shea reached back into the car and pulled out a bottle of Pinot Noir wine "Oooo I want a glass!" I smiled "I'll let you have some but you have to let me have some!" She grabbed my ass "Mmm you don't even have to ask!" I smirked. We went into the house and enjoyed our night.
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Shaela Wright (4 days later)
I was in the indoor hot tub at the Marriott Hotel with Carina, she was in a 2 piece bathing suit looking fine as ever "Mmm you look so good baby girl!" I pulled her into me and started smooching on her "I love you!" I said "I love you more!" Carina smiled "Can we go back to our room now?" I grabbed on her ass "Mmhmm!" She smiled "Let's go!" I stood up and got out then took her hand to help her get out "Thank you sexy face." She kissed my cheek "You're welcome!" I grabbed our towels, handed Carina hers and wrapped mine around me "You want this?" She shook her ass in front of me "I do!" I laughed, Carina definitely had ass that moved, mine did too but I wasn't about to show that off haha.
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Diamond Aysher 
I pulled out a pen and paper to write my goodbye letter, I was struggling and the help I needed wasn't going to come so I had to help myself.

To Shea:
First let me start off by saying how much I love you and admire you, as a person, a great girlfriend even though we aren't together anymore and a wonderful amazing mother. You are everything our children could ever want and need, you are the best parent for them, I am sorry for leaving like this but I don't know how else to get the help I need other than leaving on my own terms in my own way. Our children deserve the best they can get and that's you, I know you have three infants but you are amazing and Shaela,Adonis and Messiah are truly lucky and blessed to have you. I love you very much Shea. I hope one day in your heart you could forgive me, I hope you all can! I know it may seem like I don't care but I do that's why I'm doing this, for our kids all 6 of them because I know you won't let the system take them. I love you ♥︎♥︎I love you ♥︎♥︎I love you! Goodbye Shea ♥︎♥︎
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